my diary~

this nite

2011-08-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

12.17am, 26/8/2011..

at this point of nite..i'm alone..i'm thinking of mak..why she left me? i need her.

i'm such a pathetic girl.

photoshop

2011-07-03T20:51:00.003+08:00

photoshop really makes me tired..it's been 2 years since i using adobe photoshop cs3, totally zero already, started to googling for the tutorial, re-flashing back my memory..maybe i'm not talented to edit the pix or i juz lazy..my friend's wedding album, not complete yet..print the original pix might be a very good idea then..sigh~

p/s: city hunter, starts from 4th July 2011, must watch drama series..my fav channel 393 (one HD)

yes, he is Lee Min Ho, admire him so much.

yesterday and today

2011-07-01T20:09:00.004+08:00

smalam (khamis malam jumaat) mimpi mak wat kali ke-2.. mmg x clear mimpi 2 n aku x leh igt bnyak..yg aku tau aku mengucap 2 Kalimah Syahadah dgn mak..camne ntah..

today dpt ofer letter naik gaji..Alhamdulillah, aku x expect plak dpt tnggi camtu..even pd org lain x brape tnggi tp mmg aku syukur sgt2..

n today aku slh wat decision, aku stopkan shipment sbb ade quality issue, pdahal aku leh solvekan cara lain dlu..da panik org production n aku kene pnggil dgn boss msuk bilik die..

minggu dpn InshaAllah aku trun KL..2 org kawan aku kawen, nsb 1 mase yg sme, sorang kat shah alam sorang kat seri kembangan..jimat duit cost..ruhana liyana n fazlan nasril n pasangan mereka, congratz!

road tax aku nak mati, da kene renew, da stahun rupenye kete aku yg hilang 1 rim 2..

aku x tgk transformer lg..

2 je la kot nak ckp..

jobfair

2011-06-26T19:58:00.002+08:00

just went to jobfair at persada johor today..different from midvalley jobfair..lots of semiconductor industries, but here i'm happy cuz i get to drop my resume to the oil n gas companies, quite a lot (for the small place like persada i can say a lot even not more than 10 oil n gas companies)..n for electonics industries, it's all near from my home, juz 2-3 km..erm, great if i got one..

my boss worried if i'm seeking another job..ask people around me if i want to move to kl to find another job..i dont want to be ungrateful but after mak passed away, i don't feel want to work at my current workplace..i need new environment, i guess so..

mak

2011-06-22T19:31:00.003+08:00

mak,

14 Jun 2011(selasa), mak pergi tinggalkan aku, tinggal bukan utk sehari dua seperti yg dilakukan tiap2 minggu, tp tnggalkan aku utk slame2nya..tanpa pesan, tanpa petanda, aku terima call drp akak aku mengatakan mak da takde..mase 2 nafas aku mcm da terhenti..aku yg demam teruk melepek baring dirumah ketika 2 rase mcm da x bernyawa bile denga berita 2..

tanpa pk ape2 lg, aku amek kunci dr atas meja dan trus msuk dlm kete pecut pergi ke hospital..raungan aku dlm kereta da mcm org gile, ape yg aku igt aku meraung pd Tuhan, jgn ambil ibuku, jgn ambil ibuku, jgn ambil ibuku..sampai di hospital mak da kaku, mak da takde..mak pergi tinggalkan aku sorang2..aku pegang kaki mak, kejutkan mak tp mak tetap x bangun..aku meraung lg..sukar utk aku terima..

da lame mak masuk hospital, seminggu skali kami adik bradik akan hantar mak ke hospital, gilir2 aku n juwa tido dihospital temankan mak..sekali aku tertido dirumah, mesti aku serbasalah gile..da jd rutin hampir tiap2 hari pergi hospital, belikan makanan mak, angkat mak, tukar pampers mak, mandikan mak, pergi kerja, balik kerja, pergi hospital balik..kdg2 mak boleh buat sume sendiri, pergi blik air sendiri, jalan sekitar rumah, x lame mak sakit balik, pastu mak sihat balik..mak redha hadapi ujian..

awal tahun ni kami pindah rumah, raya yg terakhir bersame mak dirumah lame, raya haji dihospital..semenjak pindah rumah, aku sgt2 penat, aku da x bermalam dihospital, akak aku pun same..pernah skali aku try tp mmg x larat sbb hospital lg jauh dr rumah skang, pegi keje pun lambat..tinggal la mak sorang2 kat hospital dgn bantuan nurse dan patient yg lain..anak ape aku ni..wlupun jiwa mak kuat tp badan mak sgt lemah, tidak boleh slh makan, mkn benda yg sejuk mesti semput n sakit dada tenga malam..makan benda berkacang skit mak skit perut..macam2 yg mak x bole makan..bile mak mintak belikan makanan yg mmg die x bole makan aku akan marah mak, klau mak paksa, aku tinggi suara dgn mak..kdg2 smpai mak menangis sbb aku kurangajar..aku mmg bukan anak yg baik..mak patut hidup lame beri aku pluang untuk balas jasa dan mintak ampun dgnnya..xpela kalau aku x diampunkan mak dan Tuhan, yg penting mak bersih dr segala dosa, jgn ko seksa mak Ya Allah..itu da ckup buat aku..

teringat dihospital aku dikejutkan mak tenga malam 2-3 kali..kadang2 hati tu meradang, tp niat aku ikhlas nak jage mak dgn baik, setan mane yg bertandang ntah membuatkan aku merungut, ksian mak..igt lg bile aku demam dan tido di hospital malam 2, mak kejutkan aku tp aku x nak bgun..da subuh bru aku bgun buatkan air utk mak dan tuka pampers mak..

aku igt lg mase aku skolah dlu..mase 2 mak tenga masak, mak da sediakan barang2 untuk masak asam pedas ayam..sume da blender tinggal nak tumis je..dtg aku kat dapur ckp dgn mak nak makan ayam masak lemak cili api..pastu mak tak nak buat sbb mak nak mkn asam pedas lgpun brg2 da siap..brg untuk masak lemak cili api pulak takde..pastu aku paksa2 sampai aku menangis..tp mak buat x tau je..bile aku nangis aku masuk dlm bilik n kunci pintu..bangus tido ptg 2 aku lapo n aku bukak periuk ada masak lemak cili api..takde pun asam pedas..mase 2 takde pun aku appreciate ape yg mak buat, makan je sampai kenyang sambil senyum..

sebelum arwah mak meninggal di wad biasa katil no 23, mak dimasukkan ke CCU sbb kurang darah..mak ade ngadu yg die sakit perut, oleh sbb mak slalu sakit aku igt takde ape2..mak tak tenat pun..mak sihat mase ade kat CCU..sume org terbaring, mak je yg bangun berbual2, membebel kat aku, makan same2 dgn aku..da jd habit mak, bile stiap kali aku makan sbelah mak kat hospital, mesti die ratah makanan aku..kdg2 mak yg abiskan..tp bile nak belikan mak mesti x nak..sbb 2 aku suke n slalu beli bungkus makanan dan makan same2 dgn mak..makanan yg terakhir pd hari yg terakhir mak ratah makanan aku nasi putih ayam paprik..kali ni mak x ratah, aku suapkan sbb bdn mak berat penuh dgn air, belum buat dialisis lg..tp mak nampak sihat..mase 2 pun aku x temankan mak tido di hospital, malam 2 aku balik knonnye esok nak keje..pagi isnin aku demam teruk, dr suspect denggi n dr nak masukkan aku dalam hospital tp dr suruh balik umah dlu makan ubat n tgk keadaan aku lepas kene injection..1 hari isnin 2 aku tido, aku x pegi pun hospital..hari selasa aku berpeluh, panas aku mkin reda, petang 2 aku trime kal mak da takde..hati aku sebak..knape mak tinggalkan aku sorang2 mcm ni..

aku da takde sesiapa..aku sedih, aku x kuat utk hadapi semua ni..aku da lame kehilangan arwah bak, kini mak pula..mase aku menulis ni aku teresak2..da takde suara mak bercerita berulang kali kisah hidup die yg lame, da takde bebelan mak pd aku yg malas ni, da takde nasihat yg mak sebut berulang kali supaya jage diri, da takde lg utk aku bercerita hal aku yg gembira, sedih dan malu..stiap kali balik keje kadang2 mak kat hospital, kdg2 mak kat rumah..wlupun kdg2 rumah ksong, aku x pernah rase sunyi sbb aku tau mak aku ade walau kat mane pun..aku x pnah rase sesunyi ni..lepas mak pegi aku akan nangis setiap kali pegi keje dan balik keje..td aku masuk rumah dan pandang bilik mak, aku bergetar, air mata aku mengalir deras..belum sempat aku duduk dan salin baju, aku menangis sebut name mak..Ya Allah, pilunya hati aku..

Yasin dan Fatihah je la yg mampu aku sedekahkan pd mak..stiap hari aku berharap ini mimpi tp aku tau aku x takkan tersedar dr mimpi ni..aku kene terima hakikat ni..tp hati aku pedih..malam ke-4 arwah mak pergi, aku bermimpi..aku duduk disebelah mak dekat katil yg sama arwah meninggal dunia..aku mintak ampun dr mak, dan salam tangan mak..mak kate "aku ampunkan dosa ko dan halalkan makan minum ko"..lepas 2 aku bace yasin dan mak pandang aku dgn mata kuyu..sampai ayat Yasin yg terakhir mak tutup mata..itulah hadiah yg plg terbesar dlm hidup aku..x kire la mimpi 2 mainan tidur atau ape pun..ksian mak takde sape yg temankan mase mak hembuskan nafas kali terakhir..sume igt mak tido, tp rupenye mak pergi selama2nya..

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku bukan anak yg baik tp aku berusaha nak jd anak yg soleh..kalau bekalan mati itu adalah ilmu yg ditimba, sedekah jariah dan doa anak yg soleh, aku cuba Ya Allah utk jd anak yg soleh supaya doa aku dibekalkan bersama mak..ko masukkan la ibuku dalam syurga Ya Allah, ko lapangkan dan terangilah kubur ibuku Ya Allah, ko berila segala syafaat kepada ibuku Ya Allah, ko terimala roh ibuku dikalangan golongan org yg ko redhai Ya Allah..aku x mintak ape2 utk diri ku, ckupla ko kabulkan doa aku ini Ya Allah..sebaknya hati aku bila aku terpaksa tukar doa aku setiap kali selepas solat..aku selalu doakan mak aku panjang umur dan sihat sehingga ke akhir hayatnya..bile aku doa untuk rohnya, pedih rase hati..cukuplah dugaan yg mak hadapi semasa didunia, mak pasti tenang disana..

Al-Fatihah untuk Hajjah Menah binti Nambong...

which one ek?

2010-06-26T22:16:00.002+08:00

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PERODUA MYVI VS PROTON NEW SAGA BLM REVIEW & COMPARISON
By kdi

This topic might be very helpfull for those who really needs a comparison between Proton Saga BLM and Perodua New Myvi (Saga Vs Myvi). And here i would like to give details of comparison between saga and myvi because i have the experience using both cars travelling thousands of km. Basically both cars have their pros and cons. Not to say one model can win easily compare to the close competitor. It is all depends on your needs.

PERODUA MYVI VS PROTON NEW SAGA BLM REVIEW & COMPARISON

I have the experience driving new saga BLM (saga baru) full spec auto m-line, Myvi full spec auto 1.3 litre and myvi manual 1.0 litre. So here i will give my review about saga and myvi.
Exterior Comparison New Saga VS Myvi

Exterior wise, New saga looks better than myvi at each view because it shows a proper sedan looks. I remember when the new saga launched, everyone gave a good feedback about the exterior design and like amazed that Proton can produce this type of affordable good looking car. While Perodua Myvi like a normal compact car, looks shorter but the front looks bigger like an MPV. The rear part is too big design and not so nice. But the new myvi SE puts some sporty style to the rear part and it looks ok. New saga BLM looks like a little bit small because of it is higher compare to other sedan.

Interior Comparison Myvi Vs New Saga BLM

The interior of saga and myvi has not much different. But i personally prefer interior design of Perodua Myvi because you will feel that it is spacious plus the new meter panel with optitron is nice. Center air cond duct design for saga BLM is kind of weird. The interior is too simple. More to savvy looks. But the meter panel is quite nice. The steering of saga BLM feel better to hold and very firm & looks good compare to myvi. The quality of Proton Saga BLM’s interior is better compare to myvi when you try to scratch them and knock them, you will feel the differences. The gear knob, what i realize is that Proton and Perodua have a different style of holding the gear knob. I would prefer the gear knob of Perodua instead of Proton.

Spaciousness Comparison Between New Saga BLM & Myvi

Generally, the interior space (keluasan) of new saga BLM and Myvi quite the same. You will feel spacious and roomy when you enter this two vehicles. But here is some statistic from my own measurement by using measuring tape:

Interior width (a space that can be occupied by human inside from shoulder to shoulder):

Myvi : 134cm

Saga: 134cm

Wira: 137cm

Interior Length ( a space that can be occupied by human from driver’s leg to rear passenger’s headrest):

Myvi: 188cm

Saga: 202cm

Wira: 180cm

Interior widest width that can be measured:

Myvi: 137cm

Saga: 137cm

Wira: 139cm

Interior Head room for passenger:

Myvi: 125cm

Saga: 123cm

Wira: 107cm

Exterior Width (from manufacturer) :

Myvi: 166.5cm

Saga: 168.0cm

Wira: 169.0cm

Boot Space / luggage capacity:

Myvi: 225litre

Saga: 413litre

Wira aeroback: 399litre

Note: i put Proton Wira dimension to easily compare with the Perodua Myvi and Proton New Saga.

Engine Performance & Handling Comparison Between Proton Saga BLM and Perodua Myvi

Here is the specification of both cars:

Total Engine Capacity (cc) : Myvi(1298) vs Saga(1332)

Horsepower(hp) both at 6000RPM : Myvi(85.Cool vs Saga(94)

Torque (Nm) : Myvi (116@3200rpm) vs Saga(120@4000rpm)

horsepower/weight ratio (hp/kg): Myvi(0.089) vs Saga(0.088)

My review:

I have tried maximum speed for both auto full spec 1.3 litre car myvi and saga BLM, both have quite same max speed which is 160km/h reaching 170km/h. The different is when reaching 140km/h, the Myvi will start to shake & like swaying because of too light while the saga BLM reaching 160km/h in a very steady run without steering shaking and feel so stable like you can go further and faster.

About the pick up performance, the myvi is slightly better because of the kerb weight is less than Saga BLM. you can feel the DVVT engine in myvi doing its job while pushing the fuel paddle but not much different with Saga BLM with it’s own campro 1.3 dohc iafm engine. The saga BLM 1st auto gear feels quite slow but it will show it’s true performance while entering 2000 rpm and the next gear.

You will feel light while driving a Myvi because it is a city car with DVVT technology while you will feel more stable and have a sharp & nice handling in a saga because it is made more for cruising as a family car and tuned by lotus handling technology. But the new saga also has a characteristic of a city car with the iafm technology that control the air intake and remove the torque dip in the campro engine while driving slowly.

Fuel Consumption ( penggunaan minyak ) Petrol Comparison Between Myvi and Saga BLM:

Between Myvi auto 1.3 and Saga auto 1.3, the fuel consumption have not much different. With RM30, both can travel around 225km which is 13.33cents/km or 13.5km/litre in a constant drive on highway. The worst fuel consumption for both car which i have tried is 20cents/km or 9km/litre with extreme driving habits.
Other Features & Advantage : Comparison of saga BLM and Myvi:

New Saga BLM full spec now only have the M-Line version and not yet H-Line or New Saga BLM Special Edition. To compare the same line with myvi auto 1.3 ezi is a better comparison. Both have slightly same features.

Myvi has advance features of retractable rear seat, nice optitron meter, all 4 set of power window (saga only 2), LED turn light indicator, LED rear Lamp, 2 airbags (saga only 1), ABS & EBD, USB & Bluetooth on “Perodua” brand audio player, auto lock door when brake, warning sound if lights on when leaving car, less engine noise & overdrive button.

While saga BLM has nice power steering which is stable and have suitable load for driver, a lot of differences in audio system in Saga compare to Myvi which saga’s clarion player with 4 speakers really provide maximum bass and audio performance, smoother auto gear transmission transition which provide relax and nice ride, quiter cabin space with good noise insulation & NVH where you can feel steady while cruising on high speed, Quality of interior finishing is better, better shock absorbtion and suspension system, more comfortable seat for driver and passenger, auto lock in 5 seconds if not open door after using remote key, beep alert sound when using keyless entry remote control, stronger chasis tuned by lotus & colder air conditioning system.

Overall, this two models which is the Proton New Saga BLM and Perodua New Myvi is a very close competitor or rival in 1.3litre car categories. But Perodua Myvi 1.3 ezi full spec auto will cost RM49700 while Proton Saga BLM 1.3 full spec auto will only cost RM41500.

Myvi have an affordable version of 1.0 litre manual 3 cylinder engine which costs RM39000 while Proton New Saga now have a more powerfull engine of Saga BLM 1.6 litre campro iafm version which cost only RM39000.

This is my sincere review about both car model and i hope this will help buyers in making decision on which one do you prefer to buy. At the end, it depends on what you want. 1 car cannot satisfy all your needs. You need to choose which one will be value for your money.

If you have any opinion or question, kindly fill up comments below and please discuss with us wisely not emotionally!

sumber dari kdi.info.

p/s: aku dpt info ade myvi baru kaler pink limited edition da kluar..org yg x mnat pink pun berminat nak beli..tp saga lg murah, so jimat la sgala kos aku..emm, camne ni??

hello, is this mardiana?

2010-06-14T17:43:00.002+08:00

hello, is this mardiana?i call from....................

i got a ring, got an interview tomorrow..really excited got 1st call since i graduated from upm..tp kan, sbenanye kan...

aku x tau die dr company ape!!!aku da tnye die 2 kali tp still x denga dr company mane!!! ape punye pekak la aku ni!!! yg aku denga interview 2 esok kul 4 pm kat senai..nak tnye balik malu.. =(

she said she will give me the offer letter by email..hopefully situ ade alamat n nme company 2..adoi!!! cuak nih!!!

final cgpa

2010-06-10T21:09:00.003+08:00

was taken while sit 4 material characterization exam..sambil berfikir, kite bergamba dlu!

Alhamdulillah, result final exam aku memberansangkan..even still din' get dean list but it's ok 4 me compared to previous sem..hmm, klu igt blk zaman blaja dlu2 tergelak aku dibuatnya..klu x dpt jwb soalan aku nangis, dpt result truk aku bad mood..but then i neva give up, yet sumtimes i just gave in..tp ape yg aku tau, aku x ckup usaha utk dpt result yg cemerlang..aku bnyak main2 sbb aku rse main2 itu perlu utk release kan tensen aku..drp aku jd org gle bce + hafal bku setebal kulit gajah 2, baik aku main2..but now i'm a bit regret sbb terlalu main2..kwn2 aku sumenye hebat2, aku je yg kurang perform..but Alhamdulillah again aku x pnah gagal ape2 subjek..Thanks God..

p/s: now waiting 4 my final cgpa results, then bole msukkan dlm resume..yihuu, aku nak keje!

lagenda budak setan

2010-06-08T20:00:00.003+08:00

trailer from lagenda budak setan's muvi..quite gud n touching muvi but i din' cry ok..i dunno y cik siti kulop the one who cried..

the same tree n hill but at different angle, taken by kulop..

me with cows at upm..taken just after bought dslr..the 1st shot for my beloved alpha~

morgan n lengkong

2010-06-06T22:18:00.004+08:00

bru beli smlm..time ksh en morgan krna menyenangkan keje aku..hlgla sume kerisauan aku psal cerek usang 2..konfem org alzheimer pun bole gune..

td 1st time aku buat agar2..da umur 23 tp ni 1st time aku buat..maklumla aku ni suke mkn nasi so aku suke msak lauk je la kan..kuih muih, kek n sbgainye mmg aku x layan..tp teringin plak nak buat so buat la..knonnye nak wat 2 layer..mmg la jd tp ble ptong layer berpisah..aku pun pelik..slalunye mlekat aku tgk dorang buat..ape2 la..nnt aku try lengkong gulung..mak aku bru ajar td..mak aku ni hebat ngan resipi ciptaan sndiri even pelik2..tp rmai gak nak tau cara buat lengkong/agar2 gulung ni..

p/s:aku ade grey's anatomy s6 n house s6..korang ade?

sedare

2010-06-05T17:51:00.005+08:00

dlu2 mse aku kecik2 dlu aku x tau ape hbungan aku ngan sdare2 aku..die ni spupu ke, mak sdare ke, belah mak aku ke, belah bapak aku..yg aku tau aku sgt familiar ngan muke2 dorang n kitorang sgt rapat n havoc ble jumpe..aku start btol2 tau ttg sdare mara aku 2 thn yg lalu..itupun sbb aku duk umah cousin aku mse praktikal kat n9 dlu n kitorang crite psal atok aku..

hbngan sdare mara aku mmg sgt complicated especially belah arwah bapak aku..maklumlah org dulu2 ske kawen bnyak..kitorang lbh rpat n huhahuha sdare bapak aku..sbb dorang ni sume sgt sporting, kuat mlatah n ~~melucah~~.. ade je yg dorang nak sakat..klu jumpe mmg ktawa x igt dunia..

ape yg pasti n yg dorang slalu crite n yg dorang banggakan hingga ke hari ni, arwah nenek aku sgt cntik, cun, meletop n plg femes skali mse zaman muda2 die..n suami die aku x tau la ade brape(yg pasti kawen cerai la..mne ade pompuan kawen 2 kan)..dorang ckp bdn die mmg mcm kerengga n kulit die putih2 arab gitu..pastu atok kandung aku plak (suami last nenek aku n nenek aku adalah istri last atok aku) orgnye sgt digeruni n plg ditakuti..dlu atok aku ktua kampung n agak berharta..sume org tkut gile ngan die..mak aku ckp die mnuntut ilmu utk tkutkan org jepun..kturunan aku ada saka?erk..well, gabungan dorang lahirlah cucu mcm aku ni iaitu comel, cun, mletop, sasa (sidi amir yg ckp eh)..ok, 2 sume aku prasan sndiri je..jgn muntah ok..

so sdare mara aku include skali adik bradik tiri bapak aku..sgt2 complicated sbbnye anak2 nenek aku n atok aku yg hasil perkahwinan yg dlu2 (aku pun x phm aku ckp) da kawen tp bapak aku msh kecik lg..so ble anak kpada anak dorang lahir, aku pun blom lahir lg..ape yg aku nak concludekan kat sni, kesan drp 2, aku ade mak sdare yg da tue, anak sdare yg da ade anak berduyun n cucu sdare yg bru je kawen mse 2..ble die brnak aku ade cicit plak hoi..aku ni bile nak kawen???

ok la aku upload gamba nenek aku yg cun 2 tp x clear la n die da tua n nyanyuk mse ni..

nenek aku yg duduk kaki bersilang 2..bkn men lg die..aku pnggil nenek aku 'atok' sbb dlu aku xtau beza atok n nenek n aku x pernah mrase ade atok..aku brade kat blakang 2..mmg x kan nmpak sbb aku ketot lg time ni lom skola lg..xde sape nak dkung aku..

yg pompuan 2 cucu aku..aku ade rmai cucu tp die yg kawen dlu..nme die fazlin

ha, yg ni sume sedare mare aku gak..bkn import dr luar ye..tp aku x tau la dorang anak kpada sape..tp yg aku tau mak bapak dorang mmg kitorang rpat cume konpius anak dorang mne 1..

p/s: aku da book tket lagenda bdk setan esok..tup2 akak aku ckp die keje esok..sape nak jge mak aku???pompuan 2 mmg sengal lg bengong..da la klu aku nak kuar g mne2 kene book 1 sminggu make sure ade org back up kat umah..ni aku da ckp awal2 tetibe dgn slumber die ckp die keje 1 hari esk..keje ape ari ahad..sengal la pompuan 2..asik kene buli je ngan die..da la td die bgun kul 3ptg..cbe byangkan..bgn2 die trs mkn..pastu mrayap..aku yg kene buat sume keje umah even die cuti..die mmg sengalllll!!!!!!!!!!! over plak aku ni..ok la..end-

cerek

2010-06-04T21:27:00.002+08:00

kali ni aku nak bercerita psal cerek kat umah aku..

umah aku ade cerek baru..korang ade? mase 2 aku msak air kat cerek 2 dlm jam 8.30pm..pastu aku g dapur dlm jam 11pm..tgk2 cerek 2 da berlubang kat bawah..tangkai pemegang tenga nak cair..body cerek 2 da nak tertanggal..pastu aku slhkan akak aku nape beli cerek murah..x psal2 aku kene bebel 1 umah..

pastu kitorang gune cerek lame balik..cerek lame 2 kecik je n sgt bgus..tp da usang gile..klu letak kat api brape jam pun mmg x hangus cume mlenting2 je..dlu penah cerek 2 mlenting dari dapur gas sbb air da kering n lme sgt kene api..tp bkn aku yg wat..tp td aku msak air pkai cerek usang 2 n aku terlupe lg yg aku msak air sbb leka dgn fb..ni sume slh fb..nsb baik x mlenting cerek 2..tp yg pasti xde setitik air pun yg tnggal dlm cerek 2..emm..sume org x tau, klu tau sure2 aku kene bebel lg..

x silap aku, kitorang ade cerek elektrik sbb aku pnah gne dlu..mane ntah mak aku smpan..nntla aku cari balik..pastu td aku ckp kat mak aku.."nape mazua x beli cerek baru yg ade bunyi 2, die 2 kluar bejalan smpai mlm bole, beli cerek x bole..cerek lame da karat, bhya nnt klu minum air"..pnyela aku bebel2 kat mak aku pdahal aku da cuak td sbb aku lpe ttup api lpas msak air..

emm, ape nak jd aku ni..

msuk hospital lg..

2010-05-31T10:24:00.004+08:00

hari ni mak aku msuk hospital lg..kali ni sbb appointment ngan dr..tp appointment besenye jmpe dr pastu trus balik tp kali ni kene stay hspital..mak aku mcm bese la kelam kabut nak siapkan itu ini..mcm pegi bercuti plak..huhu..mak aku mmg cepat kalut n panik skit..klu brg x ckup mmg die bsing smpai la brg 2 ade..dlm bln 5 da 3 kali kot msuk hspital..bln april pun bnyak kali gak..bese la da tue..mse mak aku x brape tue dlu n msih sht pun asik msuk hsptal gak..dlu sbb kaki kene tercucuk tulang..pastu mak aku msuk hspital sbb diabetis..plg bnyak kali msuk hspital sumenye sbb diabetis..arwah bapak aku pun sme..die mninggal lpas kene ptong kaki sbb diabetis..arwah bapak aku jns x jge mkn n ssh mkn ubat..hampir 5 thn da die mninggal..skang ni kitorang mmg nak jge mak btol2 xnk jd mcm bapak aku dlu..sgt mrana..Alhamdulillah mak aku x kne luka or ptong ape2 cme die bnyak kali msuk hsptal je la..lgpun da tue bese la 2..mse aku final exam mse 2 mak aku msuk hspital sbb jantung..dr igt mak aku kne heart attack..ble cek2 jntung mak aku ok je cme darah x ckup dlm bdn utk pam jntung..sbb 2 la dr pelik nape mak aku sgt 'sihat' bercakap klu die skit jntung..1 benda yg sume mmg tau psal mak aku, skit mcm mane pun die sgt bersemangat utk bercakap..klu aku tgk die diam dlm bape jam mksudnye die tdo..hehe..pastu bru2 ni mak aku msuk hspital lg sbb buah pnggang die da 60% rosak..tp blum truk lg smpai kene wat dialisis 3 kali sminggu 2..ptg ni plak msuk hspital sbb nak follow up..td pg da kelam kabut suh aku cek brg2 die..pdahal nak g ptg ni..emm..klu ikutkan aku nak crite psal mak bapak ni mst aku touch n sdh2..tp kali ni aku cube bercrite psal dorang tp x mlibatkan feeling ape2..sbb aku nak smpan tenaga aku jge mak aku kat hspital..so aku berjaya wat diri aku x sdh even crite psal mak aku yg skit ini..

"Ya Allah, kurangkanla beban yg ibuku tanggung..kuatkanla ibuku utk trus bersemangat mneruskan hdup..aku yakin pasti ade hikmah disebalik ape yg Kau beri ni..aku bknla anak yg baik lg solehah, tp aku sentiasa brdoa Kau panjangkn umur ibuku dan sentiasa berikan kesihatan yg baik untukknya sehingga akhir hayatnya.."

2 la doa aku stiap kali lepas solat..wlupun aku ditimpa musibah, ble aku berdoa utk mak aku instead doa utk aku, aku rse sgt tenang..itu je la yg mampu aku sumbang..hopefully Tuhan kabulkan doa aku..ckupla dgn ksakitan yg mak aku tnggung ni..mak aku mampu lg untk bgun n berjalan n membebel(yg ni of course!)..cme skang ni yg mak aku mampu pegi ialah hspital..jauh hati kecil aku harapkan mak aku dpt dtg mse aku konvo nnt..Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin~

aku slalu ckp ngan mak aku lubang hidung die besar sbb mak aku slalu kate aku gemuk...

it's all abt my fren

2010-05-28T12:48:00.007+08:00

see in archive, 2 post in a month, fuh!maybe i'm too tired n stress n dun hv a gud mood 2 update blog..but as promised, i nak crite psal kwn2 i ok..here,

sem 1, sem 2, sem 3...............sem 7, sem 8..kami adalah kwn baik..tenga2 sem aku x tau ape jd..hehe..tp aku sgt sng kwn ngan die..lupe plak nak knalkan nme..nme yg knan 2 elysa n kiri 2 aku, ana..klu kwn ngan elysa ni aku rse aku jauh dr masalah..elysa ni jns yg x suke cr gado, pendiam (skang da x pendiam sgt la), x suke amik port sgt benda remeh2 ni..aku plak bnyak sgt ngan mslh..so die sgt sesuai dijadikan kwn sbb die mcm xde mslh..ehehe..

name bdk ni dila..die sgt happening antara kami..wlupun habit die sgt pelik (suke mengurat laki) tp aku suke sgt tgk gelagat die..stiap sem, stiap batch stiap tahun, stiap klas ade je lelaki yg die mnat..bkn mnt main2 eh, smpai mleleh air mata, air hidung, n sgala jns air..die sme mcm aku suke amik gamba..lg 1 die ni sgt shopaholic..die snggup x mkn sbb nak beli baju..baju die bkn skit ok..berton-ton..die sgt suke bergaya n sgt kreatif..stiap thn die la yg tukang buat kad bufday utk sume org tp xde sape nak bg kad bufday kat die..aku nak beli tp tkut die x suke sbb die suke yg self-deco pnye..tp xpela, hdiah mhal kan..hehe..o ya, aku pnggil die miss flirty..

ni aku bersama mas n syahmi..mreka ni sporty orgnye..suke men badminton n volleyball tiap2 ptg..klu 10 kali dorang main game, skali je aku join..aku sje je interframe skali gune hset bru mas yg mhal itu..hehe

ok, ni name die mas..wawa pnggil die mama bear or mak..die ni mmg mcm mak org pun..bkn sbb bdn ye tp sbb kate2 n lenggoknye itu..die ni ibarat leader kami..ade 1 moment yg aku ktwa klu igt smpai skang..mse 2 die msakkan kami nasi grg..kitorang pnggil ns grg ngauumm..lpas 2 kitorang smbunyikan ns grg 2 ckp ngan die da abis..kitorang da mkn..dgn sebaknye die trus meninggalkan tmpat kjadian n nangis teresak2 sbb lapar gile..(ok, skang ni aku tenga ktawa)..mas ni sgt kaya n baik..tp die grg sumtimes..aku x tkut, wekk!!!..die plg bnyak contribute utk kosmet kami x kire ape event skali pun..tnpa die x bergerak la sume..

ok, yg kiri 2 aku (mse ni aku ngantuk tgk crite nustan kat wayang even cite 2 bez gile) a.k.a pembuli, yg tenga 2 wawa a.k.a penghasut no 1, dan yg knan skali 2 raico a.k.a pemangsa..crite bdk 2 org ni dibwh ye..

ni namenye raihan tp org pnggil raico, short for raihan comel..nme ni lan yg bg..smpai skang lekat nme 2..tp aku prefer jojie..tgk la gamba die atas, gorgeous beb..gamba sbenanye kat atas lg 2(the far rite)..itula die stiap hari..tp slepas di tachap2 die brubah!lepas ni pkai contact lens je la raico, no more spec cuz it hides wat u really are..bdk ni kan ade sikit (skit je la) prangai org yg jns memilih kwn..ini pndapat aku je..dlm bnyak2 org die suke sensitif ngan aku..yes, aku pembuli tp wawa pun suke buli ko gak..asal aku je mst die sedih..huhu..sori raico, 2 sume gurauan manje aku..hehe..die sgt syg wawa..ape yg wawa buat sumenye btul, pdahal wawa 2 sme je ngan aku, tp die devil yg krus la, aku devil berisi skit..huhu..raico ni pndai maa..ape2 assignment sume org tiru die n hawa..will miss that moment mse kite test sume tiru paper die..hakhak..thanx raico..

ha, bdk ni sgt sengal..name die wawa..slama aku bekawan ngan die aku jarang skali nmpak die sdh..mcm die ckp die prefer to keep that herself..die ni mcm xde mslh langsung tp aku tau die ni sgt fragile..suke hepy n buli org keje die..yg aku geram ngan die ni kan, klu org mntak tlg ape2 mmg die la plg ssh nak tlg.."nape aku!" itula jwb die..tp kwn ngan die mmg bez..teman utk ktawa n having fun..sbenanye ko ade potensi utk jd teman ketika berduka, ko 2 je mls nak lyn org..hehe..memory bersame wawa ni mmg x dpt dilupakan..

ni namenye arfa..hmmmmmmmmm..itula die..kami je fhm ngan arfa ni..klu kitorang tnye die ape2, 2-3 org smpat jwb utk die sblm die nak mule bercakap..die sgt sopan sntun n lembut..wa ckp lu, die ni rmai peminat..peminat fanatik pun ade seh..hehe..ssh nak jmpe org plg bertuah mcm arfa ni..siyesly she was born to be lucky which is very good..aku nak jd mcm ko arfa..hehe..tp die suke melambatkan keje n dila la yg tukang membebel kat die..

ni nmenye alia..sbut je alia 1st cross in our mind suara die sgt sdp..die pndai menanyi n mmg lunak..tp kdg2 die suke ktawakn nyanyian org n suke kutuk sore org..(hehe, sori alia)..tp die x tnjuk sbb aku tau bkn niat die n alia ni mmg baik orgnye..die snggup buat ape sje klu sorang 2 mntak tlg..sumtimes die very funny n sweet..aku suke kwn ngan die sbb die x memilih kwn n sgt suke tlg kwn..

bdk kecik ni name die aina..muda stahun dr kami..die pny pemikiran lain skit..bnyak gak aku tau psal die, kluarga die, boyfren die, pemikiran pelik die sbb aku pnah btul2 rapat ngan die 1 mse dlu..cewah..die ni anak slung n ade 10org adik bradik..tp die x pnah mengeluh utk tlg n bg duit pd adik2 die wlupun die sndiri xde duit..skang ni die ckup brubah ngan kakak angkat die 2..aku hrap klu die bce ni aku cume nak ckp, "x slh klu brubah ke arah kebaikan tp jgn brubah yg mnyebabkan diri ko hanyut sbb seseorg"

ok, ni bezfren ble da abis sem..yg kiri 2 kak zu..org tua kami..klu die bercakap, sore die bole lantun balik dr dinding..sgt nyaring (ye, aku pun sme)..nmpak je hu ha hu ha x rapat sgt ngan laki tp klu nak tau die plg bnyak scandal..upppss..
yg knan 2 hawa..aku sgt saloot sama die..bnyak gle yg die lalui..pnah kne cemuh..1 kolej tau psal die even aku x rse ape sgt ngan kslahan die 2..tp ape yg aku sgt saloot die ttp tersenyum ngan sape pun termasuk org yg x suke die..die x pnah tnjuk muke x suke kat sume org..sgt2 penyabar..

ha, ni bezfren agak terlame dlm kosmet..yg kiri 2 emy..mlut die agak 'umph' skit tp die mmg baik n pndai amik hati org..yg knan 2 qila..die sgt frenly ngan sume org..

kami 4 org baik mse 3rd yr kot..ngumpat same, masak sme but then msing2 bz..

geng-mate mase1st n 2nd yr dlu..hawa,alia,wawa-versi-x-tutup-aurat-lg n raico

mase awal2 sem dlu kami 1 geng (except yg knan skali 2, die geng 1 lg)..ketawa gado ketawa gado, aku bwa haluan aku sndiri..erk

here we are..students (girl) of chemical eng batch 2006/2007..plg becok n kecoh n unforgettable!

last

2010-05-08T16:04:00.006+08:00

today (8 may 2010) the last day aku kat UPM, K11, and eng faculty..starting from 1st July 2006 until now, there are so much road that i've gone through in completing my 4yrs degree of chemical engineering..the bitter one and also the sweatest one, they changed my life..

kolej x de karen n now aku kat eng faculty utk plug in laptop n of coz utk men tenet..my sis told me that she will arrive at nite to pick me up..aku keseorangan g sne sni ngan kete kulop..mkn sesorang, drive kete sesorang, g faculty sesorang n nyanyi sesorang..skang ni aku tenga lencun gile..bru lepas mandi hujan lebat gara2 nak tutup tngkap kete kulop..sume org xde arini..sume da balik..kulop plak g kedah..i'm lonesome lady rite now..sejuk gile bai dgn kekuatan air-con kat discussion room ni..haih~

k la, sedih utk di upload (poyo je), but here are the last moments captured as i live here in upm as a student..i will miss u ol dear~

mase ni x sume dpt amek gamba..yg aku igt arfah xcident n rmai gak yg tlg die anta g klinik..so x rmai yg ade time ni..kitorang la plg x skema n plg becok..ngan pkai sluar jean n slipar la, susunan pun x btol..yes, we cheezy..

ok, ni rumet aku slame 2 tahun..die ni junior setahun dr aku..dlm 2 thn aku rumet ngan die maybe 50 patah perkataan (maybe eh) kitorang bercakap sesame sndiri..nak wat camne, bkn aku yg smbong, tp die sgt tkut ngan aku..aku x grg k (skitla)..mmg aku suke terjerit2 mcm org gile ngan memba2 aku tp aku x pnah pun tnggi sore kat die n kitorang x pnah begado..n die sgt hormat aku as a sister..

ni last moment aku ngan minah flirty ni..will miss u..jumpe kat sabah k..

ok, yg pkai tdung htm ni name die jojie..jojie ni x suke org pnggil nme die jojie..die akan menjadi sgt mrh ble org pnggil die jojie..but jojie suits her better..

ni plak, the thin devil..die sgt kurus beb..supemodel woo...mulut die kecoh skit..suke nak kalut klu jd ape2..ni sbenanye die tenga kalut sbb bapak die x dtg lg amik die balik..ni namenye wawa donggung..eirul like dis~

ni mse aku tenga present final yr project..mule2 berdebar gile kaw2..mane x nye, aku dpt examiner garang woo..tu x leh ni x leh..but then die ok plak time tuh..tp aku x tau la ape jd ngan markah aku..

fuh, akhirnye aku dpt menyiapkan fyp aku stelah bnyak rintangan yg aku tempuh..cewwah..btol la, bnyak rntangan tau..mcm2 berlaku..sume benda aku wat sndiri..hrapkan org industri bg aku procedure wat experimen tp dorang pun xtau..dgn nak apply xrd setahun aku tunggu..pastu tenga bz nak siapkan, mak aku msuk hospital..tp Alhamdulillah, aku dpt anta gak thesis ni n mak aku pun da ok..

ni kat exam hall..mse ni last exam aku sbg student..jurutera dan masyarakat..bygkan kitorang x blaja ape pun sbb lecturer kami x bg ape2 utk diajar..huhu..n lg ksian sminggu-2 sblm exam lec kami msuk hosptal..da la time ni aku balik umah 2 kali sbb nak jge mak aku..balik2 aku trus exam..nsb bek gak aku x bce sgt bku yg bru dibagi sminggu sblm exam.. soalan die x payah bace pun xpe..bkn sng tp mmg xde dlm bku..

ni last kelas kami..bk16..dr 1st yr smpai la final yr, bk16 la tmpt kami blaja..aku rindu sme kelas ini..huh

hobi aku karoks smpai xde sore..ni last kami karok..lpas ni da xde da..haih~

aku bergambar ngan kete kesayangan..6409..bufday aku 2 (6 april)..kete ni la bnyak bg kenangn..bkn kenangan aku ngan kulop je tp ngan dorang ni skali.sape yg x pnah nek kete ni..bnyak sgt jasa..x leh kene kutuk, konfem enjen x leh stat..kene sentiasa puji..kete ni bernyawa woo..

ni kat i-city shah alam..kitorang mmg suke kluar cr tmpat cntik n bergamba spuas2nye..nt ble sume da keje ssh nak hang out sesame lg kan..

mse ni aku bru beli lens baru (share ngan org)..kat kawasan ni ari2 aku lalu mse nak g mkn kat ss..n mse ni last day aku ngan dila shooting gamba kat sni..dr dlu x terpk pun nak shoot gamba kat sni..

fuh, mlm ni msti sebak aku nak tnggalkan tempat ni..bnyak benda terjadi kat sni yg mematangkan aku..aku dpt kwn yg bez, tmpat yg cntik, kolej yg rmai idamkan, bnyaklah..but life must go on..lpas ni, 17 mei, InshaAllah aku g sabah ngan dorang sbg last trip kami..balik 2 bru aku apply keje..then, 5-10 thun akan dtg hopefully korang stay the same..maybe korang lg mtang, bnyak membebel dr aku(sbb anak da rmai), but our frenship will remain the same k..

p/s: gamba korang yg len nt aku upload..sorang2..exclusive gitu..

lots of luv!

through the rain

2010-04-22T22:24:00.003+08:00

~THROUGH THE RAIN~

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught
And in pain without anyone
When we keep crying out
To be safe
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can't find you way home
you can get there alone
it's okay
once you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I'll make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you’ll find what you need to prevail
Once you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And should they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stand tall and say
Yeah yeah yeahhhh

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I'll make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I'll live one more day, and I
I can make it through the rain
Oh yes, you can

oh yes i can!

achik spin meninggal dunia

2010-04-18T01:28:00.006+08:00

Penyanyi Achik Spin atau nama sebenarnya Abdillah Murad Md. Shari, 27, meninggal dunia dalam kemalangan ngeri di KM 14.7 Lebuh Raya Kajang-Seremban (LEKAS) pd 17april jam 6.15 ptg td..Achik meninggal dunia di tempat kejadian selepas mengalami kecederaan parah di kepala dan beberapa bahagian anggota badan..Allahyarham dikatakan tercampak keluar dari kenderaan, yang kemudiannya terbakar dan meletup..

~Hadirlah mustika, pujaan hatiku, ingin kukatakan ku cinta padamu~

terkelu aku bce achik spin meninggal dunia..dlm bnyak2 artis yg mninggal ni la post 1st yg aku wat..mane x nye, arwah achik spin ni feveret aku mse form1 lg..cme skang ni da x slalu up-to-date ngan crite hdp die sbb da mcm xde lgu bez skang n ble nak karoke duet lgu die, sorang pun xtau..tp siyesly aku sgt suke lgu die..aku siap beli karoke dvd lg dlu..mmg indah je dlu klu nyanyi lgu2 die..aku hafal tau smpai skang..siap tulis lirik cntik2 lg dlm buku spesel aku..sape nak duet ngan aku lgu2 achik spin n nana ajak je aku..anytime! Al-fatihah..

2 is better than 1

2010-04-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

apakah kene cari boyfren 2..
oh yeay, misunderstanding is a must!

thanks

2010-04-09T17:53:00.004+08:00

at time ;

0.01: i was stiffed n numb

0.19: i was grinned

0.22: i was laughed

o.41: i'm stopped laugh

1.23: i was cried then..haha

thanx to miss flirty@dila, miss jojie@raico, miss wealthy n healthy@mas, miss donggung@wawa

thanx for trying to upload and make surprise at facebook so many times even failed to post till now..as u wish, i'll try upload by myself k at facebook..

hello world, today is my birthday

2010-04-07T00:01:00.002+08:00

ya, i wanna tell that today is my bufday..a bit mencapap but i love my birth-day..6 April 1987-2010..i'm twentythird now..emm, nothing spesel except for ol the bufday wishes..it juz the same day as previous day..wanna tell again, today is my birthday..muah for me..uhukz

p/s:mmg syok sndiri..

yg x brape gemilang

2010-04-05T14:28:00.009+08:00

MSG (malam seri gemilang) but not so gemilang..really bored wt a small place..suffocate aku kat situ..fortunately the dishes was awesome..fuh!

one more thing i'm still wondering, how cum they invited yusof haslam..nothing to do wt us k..we're not in filming course or wateva it is..jemputla Dr muzaffar shah ke or sumone that excellence in academic..

.dat nite, raico was so beautiful even in a simple way of dressing..she was like in her reception event but i'll not upload her photo, jelez! raico; plz make ur own blog n upload by urself k..

n becuz of dinner, i'm so rushing in completing my thesis in the next day..start 'thesising' from 8.30pm until 5am continuously but yet still not finish..so hectic!

n juz now after lunch, continuing my fyp n print ol my work n it cost me rm13..oh JPA, i've requested 4 the receipt, hope that receipt will return my rm13 back..i'm dead serious want to claim..huhu..n 5pm on the dot, i successfully submitted my 1ST DRAFT FYP..it's only 1st draft ye..long+short way to go before completing this course in order 4 me to graduate..

chemy girls~

p/s:nnt g sabah kite dressing n make up camni for 1 nite nak?

gara-gara dinner 2

2010-03-30T20:57:00.002+08:00

gara2 dinner or shud i say dis time; gara2 wawa?

gara2 ade org ckp "mardiana, trust me" aku pun letak spenuh hrapan kat bdk ni utk tnjuk jln kearah bangi..
gara2 nak mencari hotel equatorial bangi, kami sesat smpai ke hang tuah..x psal2 nmpak klcc..aku rse mcm aku nak g ke selatan tp mkin kearah utara..
gara2 sesat smpai kl, x pasal2 gak aku kne hon kaw kaw pny ngan org2 kl yg glojoh ni..sori org kl, but i hv 2 say dis, some of u ok but some of them mmg kongja gle kat jln raya..nsb bek la aku ni bkn jns gelabah x tentu psal when facing dis sort of thing..tp dup dap dup dap 2 ada la..
gara2 mncari jln utk kluar dr kesesatan 2, da msuk kwsn prumahan yg sgt sempit n mse 2 ktiak aku da stat berpeluh2 dgn memusing2 stering antik 2 utk kluar dr situ....nsb bek la jumpe signboard seremban n sg besi..
gara2 sesat 2, mnyak da empty tenga jln..tp sbb Tuhan pnye kuasa, kami smpat blk serdang isi mnyak petronas..klu la kete 2 bole isi mnyak lain, da lme aku x patah blk serdang..(hey petronas, tmbah la stesen mnyak kat kl nih)..
gara ke'panik'kan wawa si bdk overconfident 2, kami kne ketawa ngan bapak si wawa ni sbb sesat..(2 la ko, confident sgt, da sesat bru nak kal ayah la ape la)..
gara2 peribahasa alang2 celup pekasam biar smpai kepangkal lengan, aku ttp truskan pejalanan mncr hotel equatorial bangi spy memudahkan perjalanan kami mlm ahad nt..
gara2 mnyak abis, kulop da wat mke taik sbb aku amik duit rm10 die kat kete utk isi mnyak..
n last but not least, gara2 ni sume, si penunjuk jln kne aim ngan dr chua sbb ponteng kelas..

p/s:hey dinner, klu ko x bez nt aku x tau la nak ckp ape..mknn bia sedap bru aku puas hati!

gara-gara dinner

2010-03-25T15:15:00.004+08:00

gara-gara beli baju dinner aku kluar soping ntah bape kali..gara2 dinner, duit JPA aku tnggal RM30..gara2 nak vogue (vogue la sgt), aku da xde freedom utk beli ape yg aku nak or mkn mknan mhal..

ni mse tnggu komuter nak g times square..knonnye nak cr kasut tp terbeli baju..

x pnah2 naik bas around kl, ni la 1st time..mse ni balik dr mlawat dr sahri

kind of mas..wlupun niatnye nak blanje wawa je, tp aku ttp oder mcchicken LARGE..tq mas

lpas g hot air ballon trus g alamanda..mse ni la saat aku jtuh mskin sbb beli kasut yg ntah pape 2..

ni kat mines cr alat2 solek..ahakz

yes, huduh

gamba p/s: sape ni ye?

sanitary landfill

2010-03-20T22:24:00.004+08:00

18 march 2010

in front of sludge thickener tank

dissolve air flotation (DAF)

sequence batch reactor(SBR)

at the SBR lagoon

clean water with secret microbes inside

at the top of hills

explaination

phases

meroyan

2010-03-14T05:08:00.003+08:00

haih..

da kul 5am..still lg dgn projek prt yg ntah pape ni..info da cr, juz nak summarizekan plak..gile bnyak smpai 80 page..but maybe juz 10 pages je nt aku wat..medicine herbs..dats the topic..ok la kot tjuk die but i prefer GMO(genetically modified organizm)..bez tau tjuk ni but maybe pd aku je la bez sbb aku suke klas fermentation dr N..

tp of course la aku bkn wat prt shj smpai kul 5 pg ni..smbil tgk tari tirana yg aku amik dr mas..aku sbenanye nak tgk plakon neo @ amar yg mas gilekan 2..taff la katekan..rupe2nye 1 skola ngan aku daa mse teknik dlu..dlu kerimping je skang da taff..huhu..but then aku da mule ske tgk crite ni wlupun aku agak ketinggalan..

td aku tekejut ngan sumting..ni sume gara2 fyp..sbb fyp sume nak emo..yes, aku emo..tp aku emo pd rejab..yg len pun emo ngan rejab 2..dr zurina pun emo sme foreigner yg x seda dri 2..so y not me being so emo too?..so xde sape yg ptut nak trase..end up, aku mengalah..drp kene gune shaker, aku gune stirrer..whai bottom ash, trime la seadanye..aku tau aku xde grant bagai utk tampung fyp aku..aku tau projek aku ni stand alone..aku xde duit bribu2 utk beli ape2 equipment pun..aku tau aku kne brebut evry single thing..yg aku harapkan hnyala equipment kat lab yg sdia ada..itupun aku kne brebut..tp aku da jmpe penyelesaiannye..x yah brebut2 da..kite gune je method len..bialah ngan journal 2..aku nak cipta kelainan..so research aku jd spesel la kan..kan sng..

isnin ni ade group quiz..x bace ape lg nih..kang nt aku x dpt sumbangkan ape2 kat group aku..malu la aku..x kan nak duk diam je kan..pastu ade take home test..nsb la thursday ni submit..bole la aku siapkan fyp aku dgn 'cara baru' aku 2 dlu sblm anta test..x lme lg kot kne present fyp ni..jumaat plak ade kuiz prt..kne bce2 plak dah..otak aku hampir jammed ni..kne update RAM nih..

smenjak 2 menjak 3 menjak ni, kosmet aku da mule mroyan ngan make up2 ni..girl stuff..saje nak test make up muke sorang2..kne practise lg ni..practise make perfect kan..dlm bnyak2 make up aku plg ske elysa make up kan mata raico..mcm pengantin wo..from da bottom of my heart nih..bkn sng aku nak puji raico..mata die mmg sesuai gile ngan kaler ape saje n sgt len dr yg len..well raico, dinner night nt ko lg glamour dr aku..jelez nih!

da pukul 5.35am..aku solat Isha' dlu..babai..

my name is khan

2010-03-10T16:10:00.003+08:00

waa gile ar ini crita..
mmg worthy tgk jauh2 kat wayang
lepas sume tensen aku
x yah la nak komen lbh2
mmg shah rukh khan a.k.a boyfren aku sgt classs
movie yg lg berkualiti drp avatar..
tp 1 aku x puas hati..
mne bole Islam kawen ngan agama laen camtu je..
ish kamu ni pun shah rukh khan..

p/s: ni aku nak crite.. nurul azwa zainal abidin, masniza hanim abd hadi, raihan mohamed --->>nangis berjurai2 kat panggung 2..mmg biskut..

tired n lazy

2010-03-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

feel tired n lazy wt all these damn things;

FINAL YEAR PROJECT
>>lab work
>>application XRD x lepas lg
>>leaching test x clear lg
>>repeat compaction, yg dlu fail
>>SEM, lg 2 sample x anta analyze
>>kene berebut shaker incubater (slalunye aku yg x dpt)
>>reporrrrrrtt lg la anta next wk kot

PROJEK JURUTERA MASYARAKAT
>>x set up questionnaire utk interview lg
>>aku kne set meeting ngan dr syaf n org industry plak
>>kne siapkan CD/ brochure..camne nak wat?
>>da lme x meeting ngan group

ASSIGNMENT MATERIAL N CHARACTERIZATION
>>bkn sng assignment dr suraya
>>submit esok

REPORT PERTANIAN DAN MANUSIA
>>x pernah meeting lngsung ngan group member
>>aku x plih subtopic lg
>>ape lg nak googgling
>>sediakan draft utk report

i'm like dreaming in the middle of day..i let the time passed..i make myself in comfort zone..i do what i'm pleased to do..but truely, i'm freak..my mind full with noise..my heart beats so fast thinking all the deadline..my stomach filled with flies whenever the time of deadline getting closer..i'm really stress enough..oh God~

tarik tali

2010-03-05T22:28:00.005+08:00

get ready......

sentakkkk...(bkn tarik eh)

the girls behind

the complete team

we hepy n we fly

sakit tapi hepy..mmg fun..mane x nye..msuk tarik tali n we won ok..huhu..gle aku nak belagak..tp sbenanye no 2 je dr 8 group..mule2 mmg rse dpt no 8..unbelievable..kami bkn la sekuat mne pun..lg2 sekor2 da mkin menurunkan berat badan dgn program diet masing2..maybe sbb nak pkai bju glam utk dinner dis year..tp sbb smngat n team work kot kitorang bole move forward..n ape yg kitorang setkan, buat sume ni juz for fun n experience for the last semester..mcm bese mulut kitorang plg bsing, lg2 mse mng 1st round..hehe

klu nak tau, group yg dpt 1st place tu mmg xkan dpt dikalahkan..adela sorang hamba Allah ni..sgt kuat n besa..hehe..sbb die, ahli team die x yah bersusah payah tarik tali..die sorang da ckup..die tarik dlm mse 3 saat je da bole kalahkan sume..hebat2..

tp yg terkilannye, no 2 xde hadiah..shito btol la..da la yg mng 2 dr group ajk..pastu mmg dorang konfem bole mng sbb ade hamba Allah yg kuat 2, bg la pluang no 2 utk dpt hadiah..xpe la, pd aku kitorang la the first one..sume berjuang habis-habisan..x kire la yg plg kurus smpai la yg plg ~~berat~~ comel..mmg sume all out..syabas korang!

p/s: aku x nangis pun tgk cite my sister's keeper..c'mon dila n wawa..bg aku cite yg lg mencabar ar..

kemana hlgnye lemak aku hari ini..

2010-03-04T20:16:00.003+08:00

nak tau camne aku peluh2kan bdn td?ceritanye bermula....

gile penat aku wat lab td..cipan la..tgn aku hmpir fracture(1 jari je sbenanye).. bkn pnt sbb lame n jauh bejalan tp sbb bendalah jadah 2 berat puluh2 kilo..(ok tipu,x smpai 10 kilo tp lbh dr 5 kilo)..aku kne sntiasa angkat ..pastu hentak2 kan..pastu g bwk sne sni timbang..da la pns td..klu xphm lantak korang la..

smpai skang jari aku trase kesakitannye..balik td aku da terhuyung hayang..yg skit hatinye exp td mcm fail..mcm kene wat lg..tgk la camne..klu aku rse nak hlgkan lemak 10 kilo aku wat lg la ye..

p/s: o ya, nme equipment yg aku wat td 2 "proctor compaction"..sape rse nak ade muscle kat tgn sile la buatkan utk aku ye..

pengakuan khas

2010-03-04T12:59:00.003+08:00

i, hereby announce, nurul azwa zainal abidin oready have boyfren.. dun ever try to approach her, or else u will regret..

wawa:no marcello marcello lg eh..hahahahahahahahaha..

back off

2010-03-02T17:47:00.003+08:00

back off la mardiana oiiii

taylor swift and taylor lautner suits for each other

so cute..

haih..how dare taylor swift snatch my boyfren jacob..

but there're really cute together..

so, i am sacrificed for both of them k..

taylor swift, jage jacob aku bebaik naa~

was tagged by adel dalyalamha

2010-02-25T16:59:00.002+08:00

oleh krana aku skang tenga skip talk by prof adzir yg membosankan 2 n skang ni brade di lab IT, so dgn sng hati aku respon tag bdk hingusan nih..

Rules

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with

23 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.

At the end, choose 5 people to be tag!!

Got it? Yep. Let's do it bebeh!

nak 23 perkara?aku ikut umur aku la eh..

mse ni aku bru lahir..x tau la pndai jalan lg ke x
maybe mse ni aku da pndai jln tp x taula pndai ckp ke x
ni mst aku da berlari2
aku da mule mkn sndri kot
aku da pndai main kat luar n main baling slipar, rounders, guli, main smpan kat longkang, main gado2 ngan bdk laki..
aku msuk tadika..yeay..ni yg aku suke..smpai skang aku leh igt ape yg jd kat tadika..dlu aku pnah msuk tarian itik smbil pkai pompom(made by tali rapia) n cikgu kat sne suke rmpas duit org pastu msuk tbung la sgt..kitorang x dibenarkan lngsung bwk duit sbb mkn free kat sne n duit aku pnah kene rmpas camtu je..pastu tiap2 ari kene telan ubat vitamin kaler pink..n aku TAK PERNAH mkn dan sembunyikan ubat 2 blakang almari..ble da abis tadika bru cikgu prasan ade ubat besepah2 kat blakang almari.
aku msuk drjah 1D..aku x dpt klas A sbb dftar lmbt..pastu dlu cikgu slalu puji tulisan aku cntik (tp skang tdk lg) n aku slalu kene ajar yg len menulis smbil pgang tgn dorang (x kire la pompuan or lelaki)..mse drjah 1 ni aku slalu ngigau pagi2 msuk kelas 1C n bdk2 1C mmg da bese tgk muke aku slh msuk kelas..siyes aku x suke bgn pagi.
aku drjah 2C..aku x tau nape x dpt msuk klas A lg..mse ni aku slalu dpt pujian krana pndai mewarna..stiap kali ujian n peksa lukisan aku akan dpt A dan rmai2 g kat meja aku tgk aku kaler..aku x tau nape time 2 je aku ade bkat.
mse drjah 3B aku pkai skirt lg..kwn2 aku da mule selang2 pkai bju krung..klu dlm gamba aku sorang je pkai skirt kaler biru..yg len sume pkai bju putih..mse ni mrkah math aku slalu hmpir 100% n kdg dpt 100%..anak2 cikgu n guru besar mse 2 slalu dpt B gak..n mse 2 aku sgt pelik nape dorang x pndai math lg pdahal dorang sgt femes di skola sbb sgt pndai (knonnye)..mse ni gak aku skolah agama drjah 1 n ksut bru aku kne curi n mak aku dtg skola cr bdk yg curi ksut aku..
drjah 4B..aku da pkai bju kurung tp x pkai tdung..kwn2 aku rmai da pkai tdung..pnah skali aku try pkai tdung tp x smpai 1 jam tdung aku terbukak ke blakang n nampak scarf putih shj dikepala aku..mse drjah 4 ni aku slalu sgt gagal (E) sains, bi, bm n bnyak lg..cume agama Islam n math shj aku dpt A stiap kali test..
drjah 5 aku slalu gagal sains, bi, kemahiran hidup dan sbgainye..kat umah mmg aku x blaja slagi arwah abg aku yg grang dtg umah..ble die dtg je bru aku bukak buku..
mse drjah 6 bru dpt kelas A..mse ni pengalaman yg plg memalukan..aku ketwa smbil kentut dgn kuat (x sengaja) dlm kelas..aku mcm da xnk dtg skola je time 2..tp wat bodo je..mse ni aku slalu kne buli ngan sorang mamat ni..name die hanif..die ni hensem tp suke buli org..tp aku tau die sbenanye sgt baik..mse UPSR aku dpt 3A2B shj..
mse form 1 ni mcm bese shj..x perlu crite pnjang..mse ni aku jd pngawas pusat sumber..
mse form 2 pun bese shj..tp aku dicop oleh cikgu bm yg slalu aim aku sbb aku 'baik'..
mse f3 ni pun bese shj tp aku sgt aktif msuk kadet laut n aku slalu g camping..
time ni form 4 kat sek teknik perdagangan n msuk asrama..mmg sronok gile..sume warden pnah cubit n pukul aku pkai pembaris pnjang..cikgu bm pun sme..tp cikgu LK (cikgu mohd noh) sgt suke kat aku (prasan, tp sume ckp camtu)..klu ape2 mst die utamakan aku..
time form 5 pun sme cikgu LK (cikgu Jumaat) pun slalu utamakan aku..nape ntah dorang ni..kat asrama mmg bez dorang smbut aku nye bufday..smpai berdarah2 kaki aku..loker aku kosong slama brape hari n tepaksa pnjam baju org len..dorang wat banner besar2 kat asrama tulis HEPY BUFDAY..tp duk kat asrama mcm2 berlaku..bdk histeria mmg sgt slalu kat asrama..asrama 2 mmg bnyak pntang..
lpas SPM aku trus keje kilang ikut kwn2 aku..mse ni ade cinta monyet tp mak aku menentang sama skali..haha..n aku dpt msuk matrik tp rse mcm xnk pegi..x tau la nape mse 2..
mse matrik pun bez gak..tp bdk praktikum aku smbong2 balaka..aku hnya rapat ngan bdk bilik n aras aku..mmg kitorang sgt fun..bilik aku bape kali kene jerit oleh felo sbb buat bsing n memekak..mak cik cleaner n mak guard suke mnum teh kat blik kami..mse bufday aku bdk2 baling telo tembelang 5 biji n esoknye makcik 2 ngan baik hatinye tlg bersihkan..
mse ni msuk UPM jmpela mreka2 yg sengal ni..mse 1st yr da mule kapel ngan cik siti kulop..
2nd yr tahun plg mencabar bg aku..bnyak gile problem n pointer aku drop mendadak..mse ni aku sgt tensen ngan mslh fmily n kengkawan..rse mcm nak lari jauh g afrika je..tp maybe dorang x nmpak n aku sgt berpura2 hepy..tp rumet aku (kak zai) sgt baik n slalu denga sume mslh aku..
da stat beli kmera dslr (share je)..mule la g sne sni utk photoshoot..aku dpt rumet bru (junior) yg tkut ngan aku..pdahal aku x pnah mrh n gado ngan die..tp kitorang ok je smpai skang cume die tkut nak ckp ape2 ngan aku..
now, aku da 23..da bole kawen..yeay!!! lg bape bln aku nak grad, InshaAllah..pastu cr keje..

ok la..aku x pnah tag org..tp kali ni aku nak tag en shahrir shaari..sila buat ye en shahrir..blog die da bekubang ngan sarang telor ape ntah..

lamborghini

2010-02-23T01:03:00.003+08:00

on da way nak balik jb terjumpe 'awek cun' ni..aku ~~suruh~~ paksa cik siti kulop potong kete ni utk tgk empunya 'awek' ini..ble tgk muke mcm anak sultan..mule2 die pndang aku je(btol ni) pastu tgk misai die trus aku toleh ke depan..kuikui

stuck!

2010-02-23T00:01:00.003+08:00

bkn suck ye tp stuck..

aku stuck ngan fyp ni..pning pale..nak kate nyesal amik tjuk ni ade lah 50.5%..dgn org dept physic yg mcm haram..fuh!

mmg mcm ****..nyusahkan aku..klu aku ssh dpt hasil yg bgus x pe gak..ni x, org 2 duduk dlm bilik tgk cite porn agaknye..aku ketuk bilik die berminggu2 x bukak2..wat ape tmpal jadual pg ade kelas, ptg free tp ble aku ketuk, haram x bukak..bole dikatekan tiap2 ari aku g ketuk pntu smpai ade org tego, "it's useless if u keep knocking becuz it happened to me too, she neva answered"..pastu ble aku g ofic physic suh org ofic kal bole plak die angkat kal dlm bilik 2..siap ckp die mmg ade dlm bilik x kuar g men pun..kongja btol la..bepeluh2 aku round sne sni cr bilik ko tp ko sedap2 je layan org camni..BKN SKALI DUA..pastu ble die bukak pntu kate equipment rosak pastu suh aku g apply kat jabatan tanh, fkulti perhutanan..aku g sne dorang kate camni.."dik, sy da keje 5 thn kat sni, xpnah plak sy denga equipment 2 kat sni".. u bitch!

bottom ash aku da kering, kene amik lg kat jimah sne..nsb la dpt claim duit mnyak n tol..skang ni aku stuck ngan method..ni la akibat klu stand alone..tp ade faedahnye gak..aku bole wat ape aku suke..cut method2 yg aku rse nyusahkan hdup aku..tp aku btol2 perlukan equipment XRD yg bitch 2 handle..2 main properties fyp ni..hey bitch, ERGHHHHH!!!!!

ble la aku nak abiskan sume ni..da x larat kot..nak apply keje pun da x larat..nak smbung study??lg la..

kang tetibe ade anonymous dr syurga (knonnye) komen ntah ape2 kang sbb berkata psal org (atau mengata org)..haih, anonymous zmn skang mmg beriman n baik2 blaka..ape yg aku bole ckp ko bole bla! xyah duk komen aku, ni blog aku! jgn la bgtau sape ko, nt wat aku nyampah bergelen2 je kat ko..

crite psal anonymous yg knonnye hati suci..skang ni xdela anonymous sound2 aku tp ble aku bce blog org len, tegerak plak aku nak tulis psal ni..aku perhatikan ade gak bnyak blog yg kene camni..sound2 blog org x tentu psal..klu nak tego, perkenalkanla nme..pastu tego then bg cadangan..ade yg smpai bergadoh2 dlm komen (temasuk blog aku la)..klu org jahat skali pun ckp bkn2 dlm entry die jgn ko plak yg mlatah..klu 2 psal ko, so tulisla nme ko..klu bkn psal ko n ko nak sound org, better siasat dlu crite 2..aku bknnye ape, ble aku ade bce benda2 camni dlm blog org len, aku teringt plak blog aku dlu..haih anonymous..

P/S: entry ni da mcm bkn psl fyp plak dah..

painting

2010-02-19T16:49:00.007+08:00

start from 15 feb till 17 feb 2010 n tepat jam 10.30 mlm aku bejaye mengecat blik aku tanpa bntuan sesape pun..mmg mencabar iman dan minda..bkn sng wo nak cat even 1 bilik je..lg2 blik aku ni ade 2 tngkap..lg leceh..congrats la 2 me erh..siyes aku bangga sbb bejaye mengecat dgn sndrinye..aku bngga je x riak pun..wlaupun aku x brape kreatif tp aku puas ati la gak sbb dpt cat kaler feveret terbaru aku~pink..sblm ni suke hijau tp x tau nape da suke pink plak..maybe 2 tnda2 nak dewasa kot..wateva!

ekcelli gamba kat bwh ni x mnunjukkan warna sbenar la..mcm kusam skit..tp yg pnting blik aku lbh ceria n funky gitu..tp sygnye tikar getah kaler hijau..da la huduh..ni akak aku si sempit 2 yg plih..knonnye die kate aku suke kaler hijau..wateva!

BEFORE

anak sdare aku yg suke memanggang laptop aku smpai mencecah 100 oC..

AFTER

sbenanye nak tnjukkan sluar jeans baru n perabot ikea

tnggi beb aku pnjat tangga utk cat ni..tawakal je la mse 2

purple sbenar lg gelap drp gamba diatas

yg kuning 2 pintu sbb cat dalaman umah aku kaler kuning so pntu pun kning..taikk

laksa johor

2010-02-12T10:21:00.005+08:00

smlm aku try msak laksa johor

for the 1st time

yes, 1st time tnpa ade chef kat sbelah

tp smlm aku mkn mcm x sedap

akak aku la ni x pandai ajar..haih

pdahal laksa jhor slh satu feveret aku

btol korang, mmg sdp laksa johor 2

smlm dorang wat muke pelik

tp disebabkan aku bsing memekak x tentu psal

dorang tepaksa mkn..haha

time ksh korang

puas hati gak la smlm

tnggal skit je kuahnye

ok la tuh kan..

festival layang2

2010-02-09T22:17:00.010+08:00

last weekend, the same day of my fren wedding's day, i went to kite's festival..dis time the festival was held at bandar dato' onn, not pasir gudang..my sis in law told me to go there to capture some pics..even i'm tired but i will not let go the chance..but most of the pic was taken by kulop..at dat time i juz think abt food n food n food becuz i'm dead hungry, so not in mood to hold the camera..

a bit of the story behind the bar..ermm, this festival was held for Almarhum Sultan Johor..but baginda no longer wt us be4 the festival was held..so they want to cancel but for the sake of Malaysia's name, they had to continue without Almarhum Sultan..the participant are ol around the world include england, japan, korea n etc..by the way Al-Fatihah to Almarhum Sultan Iskandar Shah..

lately, i sgt rajen meng'edit' pic..the rest of the pic are uploaded in picasa album

piza hut~maklumla lens biasa x leh zoom jauh sgt

siyes aku lapar

pooh lg cumell

bdk hitam..(siot je aku)

panas tau

kwn hingusan aku kawen

2010-02-09T00:57:00.007+08:00

last weekend (7hb) kwn hingusan aku kawen..wuwu..aku lom lg kawen..ahaks..k la, a bit abt dis fren of mine..sejak lahir lg aku duk berjiran ngan minah sempit ni..kitorang suke mrayap skeliling kg diam2..balik2 je mst kne mrh ngan parents msing2..die la yg bnyak aja aku benda2 ni..hehe..tp mmg sronok..mse aku kecik dlu aku suke kawan ngan bdk laki..n kbetulan cousin die mmg sume laki..aku suke kwn ngan laki sbb aku suke men benda yg ganas2..dlu slalu men guli, baling slipar, n rounders kat dpn umah..tp faveret aku ngan bdk ni men guli..opps, lupe nak knalkan nme..nme kwn aku ni raainah bt suboh..aku pnggil die nina..nme kakak die nini..ninininananonanonona~ (nyanyi ngan sng ati)..dlu aku slalu nyanyikan lgu ni utk dorang..yg kawen ni sbaye ngan aku..g skola pun sme2..lpas spm keje pun sme2..die ni x mcm kwn pompuan aku yg len..ble kwn ngan die pun aku jd len..besenye aku ni kuat mrajuk n sensitif..tp kitorang xde istilah mrajuk2 ni..bak kate kami dlu, nak mrajuk g mampos ar..haha..so ape pun belaku kitorang wat bodoh je..sbb 2 dlu aku x suke men ngan bdk pompuan sbb pompuan kuat mrajuk..mmg sronok ble igt balik zmn kanak2 aku ngan die..pnah skali die dlu suh adik die dukung aku pastu aku ngan adik die jtuh dlm longkang hitam..pastu aku xnk balik umah sbb tkut kne mrh ngan mak..wlupun dlu mak aku sgt grang, tp die antara org yg x tkut ngan mak aku..die gak suke tuka2 boyfren n pnah kenengkan aku ngan kwn die..husband die ni pun 1st time aku jmpe mse wedding arituh..lgpun lpas aku smbung blaja, aku mmg jarang sgt jmpe die..stiap kali aku balik hometown, die bz keje..dlm mse 3-4 thn, ni la skali aku jumpe si nina ni..aish..ble die da kawen ni lg ssh nak jmpe..xpe la, yg penting die bhgia..aku doakan rumahtangga die kekal bhgia smpai akhir hayat..Amin~

aik, asal lak gamba 1st nih?anyway, dis's my new shoes pkai mse wedding arituh..ngungu

pengapit lelaki 2 sje nak interframe even da bg signal suh bla

try to be pale

naikkan seri,tapi rse mcm sgt striking plak aku edit

her sister, nini

klu nak tau aku tulis nme 2 pkai eye shadow aku sbb lupe nak bwk pen

p/s: gamba kat atas ni bkn original lg da sbb aku edit sume ngan potosop..nak tgk lg bnyak gamba aku letak kat sini,picasa

serlahkan dirimu contest

2010-02-05T16:12:00.002+08:00

teringin msuk contest ni?jom join by click here..sy jmpe blog ni dr blog malaysiagiveaway blogger..cik blog ckp "Nyatakan ape masalah kulit anda atau pun ape yg anda inginkan untuk kulit wajah"

sy ade msalah resdung n sering gatal2 hidung..lepas gatal2 mst tumbuh jrawat..ish2

hopefully gamba kat bwh ni ckup terserlah..huhu

snap via mirror contest

2010-02-05T15:58:00.002+08:00

try to enter dis contest..snap via mirror..mcm syok je..nak tau details, click here..cik blog ni ckp suh "beri cadangan secara ringkas lagi padat untuk kedua-dua blog CIK BLOG untuk lebih menarik di masa hadapan"

1) maybe u can change your layout to be more attractive
2)buat la contest bnyak2 dgn hadiah2 yg lbh mnarik lg..hehe

gamba ni diambil mse bru beli kmera sony A200..hehe

friendship contest

2010-02-05T15:46:00.004+08:00

ok, entry ni utk friendship contest..saje msuk sbb mcm bez..klu nak tau details, klik here

pic below was taken in eng faculty..look how we hold our hand is enaf to tell how close we are..enjoice

best picture genting contest

2010-02-05T15:34:00.002+08:00

saje nak try utk msuk contest ni..mcm menarik.. :) gamba kat bwh ni gamba tahun lepas..we had joy n fun..ade bratus gamba so ssh gak nak plh..

nak tau details ttg contest ni bole tgk blog tetty..

they come n make me smile

2010-02-02T13:23:00.002+08:00

the second n last day..ble balik sume suke je..ceh

second from rite 2 slalu pkul aku..die je la yg aku x dpt lawan balik..sgt kuat

botanical garden~

last weekend my ex classmate (f4 n f5) came to UPM..dlu ajak jumpe sume bz but then xde hujan xde ribut they called wanted to overnite in my room..unexpected but i was so hepy..mcm tau2 je aku tenga sdh n a bit lonely..they came n make me smile again..3 org ni mmg kwn baik aku..1 kelas n 1 meja..kitorang mmg dikenali sbg 1 geng..

after 6 yrs since we met at high school, not much changes in them..everything are like be4..laugh, laugh n laugh..befriends wt them make me laugh so much..siyesly..we neva been serious in life..owayz make jokes n laugh..honestly, life become simple if we're together..

kitorang mmg 1 kepala, 1 jiwa..ape yg beznye ttg dorang ni, they neva looked down on my frenship..mrajuk2 mmg bese..owayz fought over a small matter tp kitorang x pnah separate..klu mrajuk pun still mkn sme2, do everything together..dlu, aku slalu gak buli dorang..but now dorang da take revenge..mse dorang dtg, sume keburukan aku dorang reveal..ish2..geram gak aku..sume asik ckp psal aku je..dorang da mkin talkative..but it's wat i like abt them..suke mengata org, tp hati dorang sgt baik..siyesly kind.

they come n make me smile again~i was so hepy then..

hobi baru

2010-01-26T15:40:00.002+08:00

saya ade hobi baru
hobi saya ialah lepak kat lab IT smpai x igt dunia
mmg seronok gile
donlod ape2 n sbanyak mne yg sy suke dgn lajunye..
hobi ini mmg berkesan utk elak sy tdo di blik..
dan hobi ni agak berkesan utk sy ade kesedaran psal fyp sya..
stiap kali online, saya akan jengah skejap ke science direct or scopus utk cr journal psal fyp..
klu kat blik mmg x kan wat begini..
sbb intenet kat kolej lemah tenaga batin..
tp 80% mse ni sy gunekan utk fun2..hahahaha.

o ya, smlm g usha P1W1 wimax..
emm, kat upm xde lg coverage..
katenye maybe ujung bln january or februari nt bru siap
aish, tepaksa tnggu lg....
teringin nak beli usb 2..
tp org 2 ckp modem yg besa gedabak lg bgus sbb tarikan sgt kuat..
aku pentingkan klajuan n kcepatan x kire dr segi aspect ape pun..
tp klu gune usb sng bwk time travel mne2 nt
tp klu lembab nt wat aku hlg iman je lg x gune kan..
so bek amik modem gedabak 2..
emm..xpe2, akan ku usha kamu lg whai broadband2 sekalian..

p/s: da final sem ni kene la rilex2 n malas2 skit..

adnan sempit besh

2010-01-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

adnan sempit mmg rock..

mmg lawak n best..

rated 4.9 la..

da lme rncang nak tgk avatar 3d..

smpai skang x kesampaian..

ble kal gsc pavillion or mid asik x dpt je..

mnggu lepas je la yg bole tgk..

mnggu dpn ade test..haih~

nak tgk spy next door plak la..

ranking ke-2 dlm box office slepas adnan sempit..

p/s:td akak aku forward msg "kpd adik bradik, aku ade upah org bersihkan umah mak,sila bg kerjasama bla bla bla.." bru nak blik umah, trus x jd..haha..slamat bergotong royong whai adik bradikku yg nun disne..

ape lg, bla ar

2010-01-23T11:33:00.002+08:00

klu org da rse annoying

klu org x leh tgk muke

klu org da xleh nak join bercakap

klu org da xleh join nak mkn same2

klu org da rse membazir kdt msg or kal

klu org da wat pape pun x pk psal ko

klu org da hepy ble xde ko

klu org rse pnt jge hati ko

klu org rse meluat dgn ko pnye mrajuk

klu org mungkr jnji yg plg sng ngan ko

klu ko mrayu camne pun tp org ignore

klu org rse ko x pnah lngsung jge ati org len

klu org rse prangai ko menyakitkan

dan klu org rse ko ni bkn cozmate dorang lg...

APE LG, BLA AR WEI!JGN NAK MENYIBUK SUH ORG JGE HATI KO..BUAT APE NAK SUH ORG 2 JD HIPOKRIT SMATE2 UTK JGE HATI KO!

p/s:ko refer pd owner blog ni..lalala

akhirnye...

2010-01-20T14:54:00.002+08:00

akhirnye JPA da msuk..
pnt je aku hutang sne sni
pnt je asik pk psal duit
pnt je aku tgk baju cntik2 kat shopping complex tp telan air liur je..
pnt je aku tgk org mkn piza hut tp aku telan ns grg kg tiap2 ari..

akhirnye beban aku berakhir..
stelah sbulan lmenye bru JPA msuk..
klu la aku pompuan simpanan naib cancelor..
da lme aku pecat bendahari UPM..
agustus pnye mereka..
U len da dpt len, tp UPM bru dpt smalam..

ble da dpt duit, bribu2 plak duit aku kuar..
byr hutang + yuran + trip sabah + soping(ni sdh tentu) + bg duit kat mak (akan dipikirkan..huhu)
lalalalala~

p/s:kete dila rosak sbb dorang nak g soping diam2 x ajak aku..kuikui..

CONFUSE

2010-01-12T15:15:00.004+08:00

fuh, juz started my fyp
maybe next week start to do the exp
n start to print lecture notes, so start to study la

feel upset lately
i cant answer y becuz it's really make me confuse
dunno wat to do n wat to say
maybe silent is a good thing but yet not the best thing to do
afterall, we hv to face it..
life is full wt ups n downs
too hasty will cause us troubles izit?
n till now i dunno dis entry is for what n for whom

emm..trying to make a poem
n the propose title is "to whatever end"
i really like to write poems
but be4 this only in malay n now trying to write in english
need plenty of time to write becuz i'm not good in english..
n maybe i try to relate to my campus life for this 4 years
many things happen n the story can only be framed in juz 1 poem
but i ain't talented person that can juz put 2-3 words n described the whole things

hope this current n last semester capture a wonderful experiences
hope there is no any conflicts between us
hope i don't create any problems again
hope our frenship is last forever
hope my fyp complete successfully
hope we will pass the degree wt flying colour

if u realise, ol the paragraph are not related at all..this is wat we call CONFUSE..

1 jan 2010

2010-01-01T13:04:00.000+08:00

nothing to be story of..

it juz to fill the archive of the 1st january

such a boring new yr

maybe it's boring but the unique one

becuz it's neva been bored celebrating like dis be4

usually i'll watch fireworks

celebrating wt chemy girls or etc..

or the least i can do is watching tv for spesel muvi in tv3

but yesterday at 11.30pm i'm on bed wt the "open eyes"

n i look again time is 00.15am but still on bed n cannot sleep yet

huh!

the night of the 1st day of the new sem

2009-12-28T03:36:00.000+08:00

oleh krana skang kul 3.36am, so arini adalah ari petame utk sem yg bru utk sem yg terakhir bg tahun terakhir..skang ni aku blum mnd lg dr balik keje td..balik kul 11pm then aku trus pkai tuala (upss, dun ever imagine erh) n smpai skang aku pkai tuala..

ape aku buat?aku tgk crite nustan yg aku donlod sejak zaman dlu lg..aku tgk 2 crite, sarkar raj n heroes..crite sarkar raj mcm gampang skit sbb anak amitabh bachan belakon mmg sgt siput..cite heroes plak aku bg 4.5 bintang..

pastu aku trus bukak facebook..igtkan tenet x dpt lg sbb sume org da balik..oleh krana blik aku x strategik, so intenet FREE mmg x kan dpt klu sume org dlm kolej ni gune..

tengari td plak aku dpt losyen plus gamat dr akak aku..fresh dr kg halaman aku, jb..napela die x krim rm200 ke rm300 ke rm400 ke..ni krim mnyak gamat utk gatal2 aku ni..haish..

td aku keje sgt letih..mcm cipan pnye manager..mmg konfem aku benti next week..ade ke ptut die jdualkan aku balik kul 11pm next week..3 hari berturut2..da la mnggu mnggu ni pun sme kene balik mlm..kan aku da stat kelas, bg la blk awal whai manager yg lampi..aku igt boss aku syg aku..mane x nye..die pnah ofer aku jd manager 2 (riak skit)..tp aku tolak..ehem..pastu die asik puji aku je..puji punye puji die seksa aku..i'm quit ok next week..sgt letih smpai x leh tdo..aku tau aku kne mnd..lpas off laptop ni aku mndi ar..

motif aku crite?aku crite sume ni sbb aku nak crite yg aku mulekan final sem ni dgn benda2 yg x memberikan aku ransangan lngsung utk blaja n survive for dis semesta..haish..keje punye psal la ni..

black, white n colour

2009-12-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

ble ckp psal edit gamba gune photoshop ni terigt aku mse 1st time install photoshop cs3..smpai x mkn n x tdo aku men ngan photoshop..mcm2 gamba aku edit..sgtla jakon..pastu mud aku brubah..pndang photoshop pun x nk..rse mcm nak uninstall je..

aku pnah denga talk by bazuki(the famous journalist photographer in PBB)..die ckp dlm bidang photography yg profesional, sape yg edit gamba akan dipecat..klu crop n brighten the pic bole tp klu tmbh contrast or add any other effect is not profesional at ol..aku mmg skong 100% dgn ape yg die ckp..mmg sblm ni pun aku suke upload pic aku yg original..for me, THE PIC THAT U TAKE IS SUPERB AT THE MOMENT U CAPTURING THEM..that's wat i thought..sape x stuju jgn la mrh plak dgn kenyataan aku ni..

aku suke sgt bce blog ni: mommy of triplet..skali aku bce mst smpai berpuluh2 post sbb aku bz n x smpat nak tgk tiap ari..dr situ mood aku dtg blk nak edit pic..slh 1 post die ade pic black n white n colour..so i giv it a try..here's the pic of black white n colour...

p/s:td aku mkn megi 1 stengah bngkus..lapo sgt..2 la tdo lg ptg..sume da g mkn aku je yg kebuluran td..huhu

dr house

2009-12-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

my favourite tv series ever..siyesly aku rindu ko dr house..aku siap beli online lg crite "lucah" ko 2..plz be real n cum to malaysia n diagnose me..plz la..letih aku asik g pk tp xde dr tau aku skit ape..stiap hari dtg pk bg ubat baru....da brape org dr da..plz la bring me to the hospital n hope to see dr house there..really admire la but i know it's not possible..but yet i can daydream rite..luv u lah!

fungal, bacteria, spore..juz tell me la..r u really inside my body?but y dr said not possible?tell me the answer la whai bacteria..aku jnji x mrh klu ko(bacteria @fungus) yg ade dlm bdn aku drp menda yg ntah pape msuk body aku..

3 kali mimpi pelik..hoping that nothing to do wt my sickness rite now..really hope so..ape2 pun aku berserah pd Allah SWT...

gamba2 minachi

2009-12-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

macha!

2009-12-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

have u ever feel like dis world is full of flies?
have u ever imagined if somebody punch your head 100 times
have u ever..

x sedap plak ayat aku kat atas..abaikan la..
camni ni critenye..
A&W anta aku n the team g umah indian utk bufday party
so tugas aku ialah give the children our food n playing games wt them
ok lg klu melayan bebudak ni
tp klu mlayan 100 org bdk2 india yg degil2
pastu ngan lagu2 india dgn soundnye yg umphhhh..
siyes klu ckp ngan org sbelah pun mmg x kan denga
bedesing tlinga aku menahan dr kul 8 smpai la kul 10.30pm td..
pastu aku ditolak2 oleh bebudak ni sbb brebut belon n mknan..
ade plak anjing berkeliaran
brape kali tegur bru die nak ikat anjing 2..
maskot kitorang mmg pnas je mcm nak lempang sekor2 bdk2 kat situ
aku ngan senyuman kepura-puraan
manager aku yg asik kate nak balik je
mmg tensen gile
bek aku dengar mak aku membebel dr denga lagu tamil ni
camne la org2 kat situ bole hidup
duduk kat umah teres tp buat kawasan umah 2 lebih truk dr disko..
hey A&W, len kali accept bufday party kat umah melayu je k..
tp ade gak yg beznye,kitorang je la yg bez..
wat lawak sndiri, gelak sendri2..

fuh! bole crite dlm resume ni..pengalaman keje yg x dpt dilupekan

bulan baru

2009-12-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

oh twilight yg membosankan tp menggiurkan~

cullen jd boyfren angkat n jacob jd boyfren tiri aku..nak x?

y jacob hiding his "taff" body 2..wrong pic la plak..

sesungguhnye bella pendek dr aku..motif?

aku nak jd wolf tp nak kawin ngan vampire bole?.....nonsense..

lalala~

taik kat kl

2009-12-02T19:15:00.000+08:00

trip : Indah Water (treating sludge atau proses taik)
venue: bangi (so taik dr putrajaya yg dorang treat, temasuk taik PM najib)

wt engineers

at the early stage..x igt ar ape proses ni

in the middle..ni pun aku x igt proses ape

trap the taik n clarify the water (yet dunno the name of process)

see how the water is being clarify

the clean water..clear mcm air kat laut tau..

ni ptutnye gamba last..hasil taik yg da jd cake..can be sold as fertilizer

ni proses mse die nak jd cake..dr taik yg lembik jd cake yg keras..camne?letak la polymer

motif aku crite??sbb aku bingung nak jd ape..xde kene mengena kot..tp 20% la related..kan aku da mengarut..2 la tulis lg waktu maghrib

em, last week met my cousin..big boss contractor..da pkai merz..dlu nothing..he asked me where did i study n wat course..so i said upm taking chem eng..he was shocked and the story begun....

popetpopetpopet..he wanted 2 me 2 join venture wt him..crite punye crite he said can make profit till million RM..i know it's true but how it's secret la beb..but can he be trusted by make him my partner..i know that he make so damn big money in just maybe 2-3 yr..but by using me he can get more than that..i mean by using my cert..hmmm..

last 2 days, mr murali call ol of sudden..bnyak kali n lame gile..he talk abt my research..he seem more interested to me doing that research..many things we talk abt..it seem i will cooperate wt him n work wt him..prasan!..but still dun hv the decision yet..

aku x tau la aku minat ape..aku suke prof azni so aku rse nak amik environmental eng like abv(proses taik)..taik pun bole kaya ape..tp again, saat sume org dpt A subjek prof Azni aku dpt B..sedih..da 2 subjek die aku dpt B..

opportunity is there but like there is one barrier stop me want to be wat i want to..emm..maybe bkn barrier,aku je yg wat 2 jd penghalang..ape2 la..mls nak lyn..aku bingung je ni..

gud news, kulop n aina dpt keje A&W..wat a relief ade teman..bile la nak dpt gaji ni..aku da mkn megi da td..tp jap lg aku nak mkn kat mines..hihi

siot lu

2009-11-22T01:41:00.000+08:00

siot lu brodband..

i byr every month

but dis's wat i get from u

u treat me like dis..

u think i can resist anymore

internet is my life

u suck wt me i suck u back

u tgk la nt i terminate acc brodband i

hey maxis, u hlg 1 customer tau nt

u rugi rm68/month

pdn muke u maxis brodband

ptong la gaji ceo u rm68/month

sbb later on i dun want ur service anymore

3 gig knon..

sooner or later i nak dating ngan celcom plak..

jgn jelez..

tp syg btol la aku nak lepaskan brodband ni..

part timer

2009-11-20T14:05:00.000+08:00

really tired la working even it's part time only..smalam stat kul 4pm n close at 10pm but i hv to do closing until 11.30pm..closing restaurants is more tiring than opening them..bdk2 kat situ da ckp awal2 ngan aku jgn amik closing..it suits for boys..but wat can i do, boss suh aku wat closing..but if i have given choices, i wud rather choose closing than opening..pnt mmg la pnt tp bez giler..n i'm very lucky becuz ol crews are very kind n fun..kbnyakannye bdk belsan tahun..manager aku n future leader lbh kurang umo ngan aku..tp sumenye nmpak matang n rajen2..tp dorang sgt bez..bdk baru, pompuan n umo bru 16 tahun gile kerek..suke mrh2 brother2 n sister2 kat situ temasuk aku..hell, u juz kid la, new comer plak 2..tp aku mls nak cr gado kat tmpat keje..i juz silent je wat dunno klu die nak mrh2 aku..sbb klu aku da tnjukkan prangai sbena aku mmg kelam kabut tmpt 2 aku wat..but bdk2 laki da sound die, malu dibuatnye..haha..tp still lg nak mrh org..da la bdk kecik, baru msuk, pastu ko nak cabar bdk2 laki yg da lme keje kat situ..amik ko..
talking about boss..emm, mse 1st day aku msuk mcm2 dorang kate psal boss kat stu..mse 2 she's not around so bole la dorang ngumpat2..die garang la, mulut lancang la, suke nak perintah2 la..aku pun pelik gak at 1st..da kate boss mstla kene perintah org..but 1 day after she on shift..aku tgk ok je..tp ayat die mmg kasar skit..n she offered me to work here after finish my study to be supervisor or manager..erkk,da la die ckp dpn sume org..malu saya dibuatnye..bknnye ape, aku da la bdk baru, pastu die puji aku mcm2 then die ofer aku plak..ape la yg dorang pk psal aku nt..aku x bodek pun..bab2 bodek ni raico je yg pakar..emm, but nice thing won't last..there must be obstacles for 4 me to face..so juz get ready on it..sbb 2 aku try baik ngan pkerja kat situ drp boss aku..so far, i'm hepy n they owayz make me hepy n gentle to me..nak ngurat aku la 2..huhu, prasan..
smlm how surprise am i, my counter short rm30..adoi, aku da cuak nak kene ganti..tp the next counter excess rm31..ni plak lg pelik..tp nsb bek la duit counter lg 1 leh cover aku pnye..tp yg membuatkan aku x puas hati, bdk bru yg kerek 2 suke2 hati die je g kat kaunter aku amik oder pastu amik duit..mls btul la nak jd cashier ni..x suke btol tnggung risiko..aku mntak kitchen helper die bg cashier..aku jd cashier tp kene gak clean table n mop lantai..so bek aku keje mop je atau bersihkan kicthen..dr dlu klu aku mntak keje kat mne2 mst dpt cashier..x pnah ade pluang dpt jd promoter..then, stiap kali aku jd cashier ade je yg shot..xde la tiap2 hari shot, dlm sbulan skali-2 je..yg kene gantinye aku..maybe laju sgt kot aku kire duit..ahaks..

crite lain:kpd maxis broadband, sile upgrade system anda..byr rm68/month tp speed mcm siput sedut..siput sedut lg laju..aku juz bole bukak blog je..emel, fb, fs, etc sume x leh bukak..da sminggu camni..bulan lepas sminggu gak camni..pe cer?

kisah A&W dan duit yg skit

2009-11-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

smlm ade org call
no kl so aku dpt rsekan mst ade org pnggil keje
aku x sempat angkat then aku kal no 2 balik
rupe2nye A&W..
Alhamdulillah akhirnye dpt gak keje
aku mntk part time sbb sng aku nak wat lab utk fyp nt
tp die kate keje kat situ mcm full time pun ye part time pun ye
aku pun x phm
so try je la g keje dlu

esok stat kul 9am smpai 4pm
kene pkai pkaian htm except bju nt die bg
tdung hitam (pinjam tdung alia, 2 tdung hitam aku hlg),
sluar hitam (pkai yg bru beli kat sogo, sbenanye 2 seluar utk aku cr keje lps abis grad, tp x pela gune dlu),
ksut hitam (beli kat kedai cina kat ss, rm13)

mntk2 la keje ni sesuai utk aku
bnyak mse free so leh aku siapkan fyp cepat2
n mntak2la org 2 bg cuti raya haji ni
aku da lme x balik umah kot
mak aku da tepon tnye bile nak balik
mak aku kate die ade mata magik bole nmpak aku asik mrayap je..
wlaupun mak aku tipu tp mmg btul pun aku mrayap je..hehe
xpela, aku da dpt keje,so xdela mse nak mrayap2 lg..
klu ikutkn ati aku nk cuti spenuh mse..
tp nak wat camne, AKU TAKDE DUIT..
eh slh, DUIT AKU TINGGAL SIKIT JE..
sedih2..

lg 1 crite psal fyp aku
nak kene gune bnyak duit
department bg rm500 je, mne ckup :(
aku mntak mr murali (ex-boss holcim),
die ckp "bnyak cntik muke u"..kan da kene,adoii
tp die ckp klu repot aku precise bru die bg duit
pastu aku mntak kat en azam(ex-boss, bwh murali)
die ckp, "ko nak ape lg..da bg bottom ash free pun x ckup lg ke"
pastu trus aku jwb .."xpe2, nt jgn mintak research repot kat kite, research ni hak university..haha"
pastu dorang jwb "x kisah pun"
pdn muke aku..sape suh aku mlayan 2 mamat yg sengal ni..
tp bkn aku tehegeh2 sgt mntak kat dorang..
mcm mntak sdekah plak..huhu
at 1st, mr murali suggestkan aku wat research ni then die yg kal aku bncng psl ni
pastu en azam kal tnye kabar aku la knonnye so aku amikla ksempatan mntak sponsor dr die..
aku rse mcm dorang nak bg tp suh aku usaha lg pjuk dorang
mls aku..xpe, aku nak wat cincai je fyp ni..
jnji siap, pastu aku xnk bg sesape repot ni..

emm, bnyk plak aku mrapu
mst reader bosan..
klu crite bab duit mne pnah abis
lg2 klu duit da mkin susut
klu bnyak duit xdela aku nak abiskan mse crite kat blog
mst skang ni aku tenga berpoya-poya..

duit, trun la ko dr langit pastu msuk la kedlm account bank aku yg da lme x berisi 2..oh duit~

ice skating

2009-11-15T17:37:00.000+08:00

"arghhh..arghhh..arghhhhh........................GEDEBUK!@#$%^&................hahahaha"

2 la suasana mse aku men ice skating kat sunway..loser gile..men kat tepi je pastu bile jatuh trus kluar..malu2..

ktm kl n klcc

2009-11-10T16:24:00.000+08:00

venue : ktm kl , klcc
date : 4th nov 09
model : ana, kulop, mas, dila, wawa, raico,syahid, mazwan, cd(koreographer gossip girl..xoxo)

mls nak crop dat rite hand site

nmpk putih tp sbenanye tdkkk

kahkahkah..anak murid cd ke?

like always, eract

artis MHI ni suke lentok2

gayah kot

too dark,mls nak edit

mcd wt a rainy day..so sweet..hehe

lpas abis fermentation paper

2009-11-09T16:42:00.000+08:00

baru je lepas final exam, n final paper

adoi skit kpale,soalan die mmg tricky

aku bkn skit kpale bese

mmg btol skit kpale

maybe i put too much effort n pressure onto this

i use these 2-3 days fully to struggle for fermentation

not enaf sleep dat's y still x rase merdeka after abis exam

tp klu aku x pressurekan dri, tkut nyesal bile x dpt jwb

x pela, lpas ni aku nak enjoy je

redeem balik mse aku yg wat aku pressure gile

alia n aina da lme x ajak aku g karoke

dorang da lupekan aku nmpaknye

xpe, jgn arap aku biakan korang lupekan aku

korang x ajak aku, aku pksa korang g karoke ngan aku nt..

ptg ni nak g mkn piza

aku sgt suke piza yg baru ni

mmg sgt sedap, btol x tpu..

nme nye ape ek..cheezy piza kot..x igt

aku bru mkn mnggu lepas,

tp kempunan nak mkn lg

lg2 ade org nak blanje

lg x thn aku

mse jwb paper td aku pk psal nak mkn piza je

kepada piza hut, aku da promote ni, x reti2 nak bg aku mkn free ke??

lpas ni ade bnyak xtvt menunggu

1- kosongkan blik
2-setelkan brang2 nak oder utk fyp
2-balik umah
4-balik sni balik
5-apply keje part time
6-wat experiment kat lab
7-maybe g jimah amik bottom ash
8-photoshoot(wajib)
9-.....bnyak sbenanye.....

decided this way

2009-11-07T10:10:00.000+08:00

i dun know y when i read thru other blog
i read anyone's comment
i felt like, it's ol abt me
maybe i become more n more sensitive after wat i gone thru lately
maybe it's nothing to do wt me at ol
but i take that as lesson n advice 4 me
even it 4 sumbody else
i take ol advice into my consideration 2 decide which path i shud go

i hv no regrets to wateva i post previously
becuz, to me, i hv my own reasons
but demi Allah, not because i want to bring sumone's down
n not becuz i am perfect, n not becuz i am rite ol the time
i took the risk, so i got 2 face the concequences by myself

to my fren, really thanx 4 ur support n bring my life back 2 normal
i dun need any back up now
it's not that i dun appreciate u guys
really proud 2 hv fren like u
i also cried wat u have fought 4 me
there's no more such gud news when i keep receive ur support
thank 2 God i befriends wt u guys

juz i think it's not nice that when anyone who dunno the real story keep blaming me
i also dun want 2 blame the person who blaming me
they hv rite to say anything
n also i juz dun want sumones feel that she/he alone
n i want to tell that person here that:
"our kosmet are very gud fren, they are my fren, n same goes 2 u..they are ur gud fren 2..they still love u n me..believe me"

it's decided this way:
juz let it go. i will let it go..maybe it's the bez way..when i know the true story behind this sooner or later, then it's juz my luck..

the solution

2009-11-05T19:42:00.001+08:00

syukur pd Allah akhirnye aku dpt tau sape..
sorang drp kosmet n yg len drp kos luar yg aku x brape knal n dorang pun x knal aku..
tp aku besyukur sgt pkataan yg lucah 2 bkn dr kosmet aku sndri..
itupun klu btol la ape yg bdk 2 ckp..
pd kwn2 yg tulis psal benda lucah 2 aku hrp korang jgn wat kat pompuan len..
benda ni sgt sensitif pd pompuan..
cube bygkan klu mak korang atau adik pompuan korang yg kne..
aku phm korang wat benda ni utk fun..
maybe gak korang nak back up kwn korang..
tp ape yg dtg dr pkataan korang 2 x sesuai ngan korang yg educated ni..
kpada penggaru bdn,aku x akan bwk kes ni ke polis..
korang student,ape nsb korang klu da meringkuk kat pnjara wlau sehari pun..

kpda kosmet aku 2,
klu kite ckp hal ni dr dlu n ko x denga sbelah pihak..
benda ni xkan jd smpai camni..
smpai involve pihak luar..
aku x rse dorang dengki ngan aku sbb aku x pnah becakap ngan dorang..
tp maybe sbb dorang kwn ko n nak tegakkan kbenaran bg pihak ko..
aku xnk benda ni jd lg kat kosmet kite..
kite kumpul n bncang rmai2 ape yg berlaku slme kite jd kosmet slame 4 thn ni..
x pyh la kite nak tduh sesame sndiri k..
rmbut sme hitam, hati len2..
kwn yg baik menyampaikan pekare yg baik..
kwn yg baik akan try jdkan pekare yg bruk brubah menjadi baik..
kite kene bekumpul n bncang scare baik..
aku akan suh sume kosmet kite bce blog ni..
aku nak kite bncang balik ape yg stiap org rse..
x pyh lg nak denga dr sbelah pihak k..
aku hrp ko phm 2..

aku akan setkan mse bile kite ptut bekumpul n slesaikan mslh kite dr sem 1 smpai skang k..

maaf

2009-11-05T10:55:00.000+08:00

blog ni da jd mkin pns
maybe sbb aku post psal qila
aku juz nak berterus terang drp aku trus ngumpat die
sbb aku tau die akan bce kat blog ni
lg besar dosa ngumpat blakang
aku tau aku ngan die bkn bole jumpe n trus ckp
maybe benda besar akan tejadi
lgpun die suke tulis dlm blog klu die x puas ati kat org
so, itu adala reason yg kuat nape aku tulis psal qila di blog..
but, maaf aku ucapkan pd qila

psal entry aku - present design..
slh ke aku critekan ape berlaku
ape yg aku ckp mmg exactly wat happen at dat time
itu adala crite psal aku n benda yg terjadi kat aku
slh ke aku post di blog sendri
aku maki ke lecturer 2?
but, once again, sori kpd sape yg x thn bile aku post benda camni kat blog aku

to anonymous n penggaru bdn:
klu ko 2 org yg berbeza,tnjukknla dri korang
plz la,aku rse da lme sgt aku spent utk mslh ni even juz 1 week
tp ia sgt lme bg aku time final exam ni
aku da lme x bce bku
aku x nk sbb ni aku xleh jwb mse exam
aku mmg pentingkan result aku
plz, cepat2la ko tnjukkan dri ko
ape lg yg ko pk
mkin lme ko diamkan dri, aku mkin x thn
ibarat mcm ko msih nak kondem aku ngan ayat porn ko 2
aku tkut aku akn betindak yg bkn2

nice trial

2009-11-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum pengecut;

aku nak ckp skit psal ugutan ko ni bole?

maybe btolla ko nak report kat lecturer psal ni
aku nak tgk gak reasi TNC
maybe btolla lpas ko ngadu kat lecturer, aku kene kondem ngan lecturer 2
tp aku btol2 nak tgk reaksi TNC la..
ko ni mmg klaka la..adoi hai..

maybe gak ko ni saje je nak tnjukkan yg aku tkut ngan ko
maybe gak ko ni nak bls dendam psal kwn ko 2
maybe gak ko ni x pernah ade prasaan mrh kat sesape sbb ko 2 suci
maybe gak ko ni ade mental illness
maybe gak ko ni nak jtuhkan mruah aku
maybe gak ko ni nak affect emosi aku spaya aku stress
walau ape pun reason ko, nice trial beb!

klu ko x exposekan dri ko,
ni la kali terakhir aku membazirkan mse pk psal ko
ko komenla sebanyak mne yg ko suke
ko suhla sesape bace komen ko tuh
ko ciptala undang2 ko yg klaka 2
ko g la syok sendiri utk menjatuhkan aku
aku x kesa

sbb aku x pnah jumpe org yg pengecut mcm ko

present design

2009-11-02T14:16:00.000+08:00

td baru abis present design

timetable kate grup aku kene present dri kul 11am-11.40am

tp td stat kul 11.30am smpai kul 1.15pm

1jam stengah kot,plg lme kot..

sabo je aku..

nape la grup aku plak yg kene smpai camne skali..

klu da smpai 1 jam stenga,

xkan la mse presentation 2 dorang diam atau ajak mkn kan..

dorang ambush kami ngan soalan2 maut la apelg..

pastu janji 3 org evaluator je temasuk engineer luar

tp dlm tu ade 8 org hebat2 n 3-4 org tutor..

suara aku yg mcm buluh perindu trus betukar jd meriam buluh

teketar2 aku present,amik ko

tp kami rse bese je shingga die dtg..

adoiii....nape la die dtg?

die bkn aku pnye supervisor pun..

bkn evaluator pun

yg die dtg wat pe?

da la ulang balik soalan2 yg org len da bg..

pastu ckp balik opinion org2 kat situ

yg die ulang nape?kitorang x pekak la..

pastu bile x dpt jwb evaluator aku cool je..

die plak nak keco 1 bilik 2 nape kitorang x dpt jwb..

contoh soalan slh seorg evaluator:

mardiana, by referring to your P&ID, y do u have flare?how much temp in your reflux drum?

then dr dayang trus back up die kate mmg x justify bendalah reflux drum 2..then lecturer yg tnye pun kate "oh it's ok,another question...bla bla bla"

then;

"mardiana, u cannot answer wat dr amran ask u???(wt the mumbly dumbly face)

then aku jwb la, it's not my consideration for this design like dr dayang said..then bole die jwb balik..itupun awak x dpt jwb..awak pnye design, ptut awak tau..itupun awak x tau..

tell me who's on earth that in the meeting room know that answer?ko pun x tau..yg tnye pun x tau..y len x berminat pun nak tau..

itu baru 1 example, bnyak lg kot die hentam kami..

engineer luar yg hebat da berpuluh thun dlm dunia biodiesel pun x wat kami camtu..sbb die tau wat mcm 2 x profesional bg seorg yg pngkat tnggi mcm die..dr syafiie yg expert dlm P&ID dlm industry tnye then tnggu kitorang jwb, xde pun nak mrh2..dr Amran yg bnyak ilmu pun klu tnye tp kitorang x dpt jwb die men ketawa2,xde pun nak wat kitorang tensen..tp nape la die nak wat camtu..x ke mrendahkan martabat die dpn sume org..da tentu sume org prasan tndakan die..adoi hai..sabo je la..

anyway wlaupun aku x trase ape2 sgt, tp ade la prasaan lega skit bile da abis wat design ni..Alhamdulillah~

fuh!

Anonymous

2009-11-01T15:33:00.000+08:00

Anonymous said...

mengglabah la woi.dari dulu nak downkan org.macam pandai.kecohhh!

Saturday, 31 October, 2009

bak kate org tue2, ape2 je lah..

btolla kate pujangga ~ dlm mesra ade racun..INGAT AKU X TAU?~

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

final exam

2009-10-28T16:51:00.000+08:00

td 1st exam paper-management of waste..waste pun nak kne manage tau..kami yg manage..poyo je..nak kate bole jwb, bole la..nak kate bole dpt A, pelik skit la..
bole plak stat smalam UPM xde air..aku bru tau kul 10.30pm, itupun g toilet sbb x thn nak kencing jmpe dila, die kate mmg xde air..da la xde air spare..trus kal en kulop bwk aku g jamban petronas..lega~ td pg sblm g exam, en kulop bwk aku g mndi kat petronas..wahaha..bez gile dpt mnd berbaldi2..aku tau korang sume mnd sebaldi je..haha..(riak skit)

next paper project management.. ni lg 1 nak kne manage.. final yr ni mmg pentingkn manage2 ni..

pastu ade presentation design.. design ni klu nak tau suke wat aku x tdo mlm wat aku stress je.. nsb bek xde exam paper.. tjuk design aku "biodiesel production from virgin coconut oil" aku kne present dpn engineer yg mmg expert gile dlm bidang biodiesel.. bole kate die yg wat biodiesel..yeke? nme mamat ni DR Anhar Suki.. kepale die botak sbb die pndai sgt.. abis aku nt.. pastu kene present dpn lecturer aku yg plg sempoi tp terer gile psal unit operation (e.g:distillation column) die klu ckp/tnye suke senyum pastu ktawa.. nme mamat ni DR Amran.. tp aku x tau la die sedar ke x yg soalan die mmg ssh nak jwb.. pastu yg evaluate oral presentation aku DR Suraya.. die ni gile kawww kawww speaking.. brtitish beb,sdap gile denga die speaking.. cantik, baik, da boom.. tp strict bg markah.. nt ape jd mse presentation akan dicritekan..InshaAllah~

pastu last paper fermentation technology.. nota die sgt tebal.. RAM otak aku x ckup nak menghafal sumenye.. lecturer yg ajar ni slh sorang genius dlm dunia.. dpt msuk kelas org2 genius tp mlarikan diri sparuh jln..huhu nme die Prof Madya Dr Norhafizah.. daya ingatan die sgt kuat.. 2 yg die igt kite bole bce nota die yg tebal mcm kulit gajah 2.. berserah je la~

moto hidup aku dr 1st sem smpai skang
BLAJA + DOA + TAWAKAL = SUCCESS
InshaAllah~

jgn cancelkan trip ke sabah

2009-10-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

jgn sbb aku ade yg x jd g sabah
plz, ni trip cozmet..
aku hrp sgt sume dpt g as long die bdk chem eng final yr
sbb aku jd bendahari trip ni, ade yg x nk g..
aku x suke mcm 2..
bkn sng aku nak kumpulkan org n mintak duit sorang2 even rm50
apetah lg nt nak mntak beratus RM..
sume da pcaye kat aku utk pgang duit 2..
bkn sng aku nak pikul tnggungjawab ni plus risikonye lg..
so, even sorang cancel sbb aku, mmgla 2 tndakan yg kurang bijak..
jgn sbb kite 2 org bermasalah, trip 2 cancel..

aku snggup hand over duit 2 kat sesape..
aku letak jwtan..
sape nak pgang duit sile ckp ngan aku..
klau xde sesape volunteer aku sndiri akan appoint org 2..

duit yg ade pd aku skang ialah duit org yg nak g sabah..
jgn gunekan duit 2 utk gantikan yg len..
aku x mintak ko ganti ape2 pun..
title entry dibwah "emosi aku pd saat ini" adalah emosi aku mse saat ITU..
hrap phm..

emosi aku pd saat ini

2009-10-23T10:41:00.000+08:00

x pnah jd camni
laptop aku skang msuk beratus2 virus yg x leh delete
da stat hang n bengong
sape2 yg cucuk pendrive kat laptop aku even for 1 sec bole dpt 200 virus
rsenye sume kot tau aku pntang org inject virus kat laptop aku ni
aku mmg pantang!seriously shit pantang!
aku tahan nak jimat duit x nak beli antivirus ori yg hrga cecah hundred RM
so, aku amat2 menjage spya x msuk virus
but in couple of hours, sedap2 je ko msukkan virus yg wat laptop aku ni jd tempat penternak virus
dengan wat muke x bersalah ko tuh
ko yg menyebabkan aku kene beli antivirus ori
ko yg menyebabkan aku kene format laptop ni
dan sbb ko gak aku kene mrh ngan 'perfectionist' 2
what the fuck!
what the heck!
segala jenis carutan mmg utk ko!

aku tahan slame ni x nk mrh ko
sbb aku x suke nak malukan org
even da bnyak kali ko wat aku malu dpn org
klu ko nak tau aku mmg x pnah maafkan ko selama ni
aku hanye berpure2 je ngan ko
sbb ko suke wat org malu
tp x pnah minta maaf
ko rase sumenye ko btol
aku pun kdang2 wat org skit hati
tp klu org da mrh, atleast aku sedar kesalahan aku
ko tuh?

tp klu sbb ko aku kene kuar duit utk format laptop aku ni
mmg aku x leh tahan lg da
ko nak gado ngan aku??no hal la
aku mmg dr dlu nak gado ngan ko..
tp x-rumet aku dlu asik tahan aku
die kate sabar, biar org wat kite jgn kite wat org..
ko dlu suke mengate org, buli org, ko menjatuhkan mruah org..
bkn dlu je, skang pun sme..
bnyak sgt cite psal mulut ko ni..
skang ni klau ko nak tau..
kat blakang ko, 24 jam, merate2 org asik kutuk ko je..
x kire la sape, aku rse sape yg ko teka msti btol..
dorang xnk ckp dpn ko sbb dorang x suke memalukan org..
aku jahat, sbb 2 aku beterus terang je..
tp jgn smpai aku jd mcm firaun sudah..

~not yet end~

Ya Allah, aku tau aku mmg hamba yg lemah,x dpt thn dugaan Mu..aku bukan sempurna utk mengata org lain, maafkan aku kali ni Ya Allah..

la?

2009-10-21T14:11:00.000+08:00

plz la put ur anger 2 the rite person

y u yelling at us huh?

minus the messy one, we juz did a little careless mistake which can be corrected in juz a second..

the messy one la yg driving ur crazy, not us la lampi..

go tell the messy one la n blame that person la..

alamak ai..

when perfectionist meets the messy one,

then the victim is another grup member la?

if u r perfectionist, so plz check one by one la

who did the mistake

no need la we sit there n listen wateva u wanna say

juz wasted my taik telinga la wey

go to hell la BOTH OF U!

a ah, aku jakon..so??

2009-10-19T22:57:00.001+08:00

aku jakon..
fizz fairus n almy nadia shooting kat fakulti n kolej aku..
aku nmpak dorang shooting tiap2 ari..
tp bru skali aku nmpak fizz fairuz..
2 pun dorang roger aku mse aku tenga tdo..
aku trus g mndi n besiap g fkulti..
haha..jakonnye aku..
suke kat fizz fairuz..
suke sgt..haha
aku try tngkap gamba (smbil cover jge maruah)
ni hasilnye..

1st time dorang dtg kat fkulti, fizz fairuz n almy lalu sbelah aku..
klau org tgk mse 2 mst die kate aku x heran ngan artis..
tp hakikatnye aku x tau 2 dorang..
aku igt org dtg melawat fakulti..
aku pun wat bodo
knonnye bukak bku stdy smbil tnggu bebudak ni dtg g trip..
mst fizz fairuz kate aku ni "mahal"
harharhar..

emm

2009-10-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

ksian abg2 aku..

ade mslh skang..

akak2 aku pun sme..

aku doakan Tuhan permudahkan perjalanan korang

Amin~

open house

2009-10-09T16:43:00.000+08:00

3 oktober - umah sewa syahmi n the geng
4 oktober - umah sewa kulop n the geng
9 oktober(today)- umah aku(x dpt balik ade test td), kolej 11
10 oktober - umah abg mas(golongan2 doktor2 hebat ni yg ade..huhu), umah cousin aku(x buat open house pun tp saje dtg, kat lukut)
11 oktober - umah mas, umah papa(can't wait anymore,cptla mase berlalu..hehe)
17 oktober - umah wawa toek, umah zack, umah arfa

any other umah nak wat open house??

umah sewa syahmi n the geng

umah sewa kulop n the geng

with chinese(classmate only)

sape kate buat design x bez?

2009-10-03T16:38:00.000+08:00

bile aku wat design biodiesel ni, mcm2 aku dpt;

buat design sme2 kat bilik raico dpt mkn kopok
sambil2 tu we have fun by playing UNO game
becuz of design, i dun hv time at ol to surf tenet and facebook
becuz of design, i dun need to read books for test n exam
aku mkn 4 kali sehari pun x gemok2 becuz too much energy being used while thinking of design
i dun have time to go soping n dats a gud thing for 4 my saving
i'm sweating ol the time scared if not enaf time to complete the work n dats mean my fat were burned..yahuu
n at end of the day for us to submit, we hv to run n run n run as fast as we can to print ol the work n submit before 5pm n i make it at 5.30pm, indirectly i build up my muscle by running/"exercise"
n becuz of design, x payah aku nak mekap n celak mata aku sbb kelopak mata aku da ade kaler hitam-bengkak x ckup tdo

thanx design..next, final year project..wonder wat will i get after this??

gamba rayer-2009

2009-09-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

my family

kembar mak aku

sedare

umah kulop

kampung-pontian

ade banyak..nak tgk click here

hari raya yg tawar2 manis masam

2009-09-16T22:28:00.001+08:00

kene siapkan design
hari raya pertama pun aku rase kene buat gak
klu skip 1 hari x buat mmg x bole
sbb x bole sbb mmg x bole
kene siapkan jugak
due date sepanjang cuti raya ni
sehari sebelum raya da kene anta separuh keje
konfem family aku nt kate aku nak wat alasan x nak wat keje umah..
mmg konfem..
tp aku berdoa Tuhan permudahkan kerja aku ni..
biala aku berkorban utk puaskan ati sume..hoping so~
naik cuti kene submit fyp plak-full report
kejam..kejam..
mmg kejam
harap2 aku tabah dgn kekejaman ni..

Al-Fatihah utk arwah Mohd Amin Abdullah

2009-09-15T16:19:00.000+08:00

15 September 2009, Mohd Amin Abdullah meninggalkan kite utk slamenye..arwah meninggal pd bulan Ramadhan yg penuh berkat dan mulia ini di surau..kali terakhir mereka nmpak arwah selepas solat terawih..sungguh sygnye Tuhan pd arwah..

Mohd Amin B Abdullah ade la rakan seperjuanganku di UPM ni..sbg classmate arwah,aku amat tdk percaya dgn pemergian arwah yg pergi tibe2 tnpa tnda..arwah seorg yg pendiam pd 1 ketika dlu,tp sejak msuk 3rd yr arwah agak agressif..bile da final yr ni aku jarang skali nmpak arwah di kelas..

aku rse sebak sgt bile pergi rumah mayat di hospital serdang..die meninggalkan skeping surat..antara isinye.."seandainye aku meninggal dunia,aku ingin meminta maaf kepada keluarga, kwn2 dan sesiapa saje yg aku pernah buat dosa"..bertuahnye ko sahabat dpt meminta maaf dan aku rse sumenye telah memaafkan ko..InshaAllah..

kebnayakan gamba2 kat bwh ni adelah gamba mse kitorang 1st yr bersame2 arwah..

in red

ni kali terakhir aku jumpe arwah,berbuka puasa bersame di rumah sewa..2nd from right

group discussion mse 1st yr di fakulti

in the middle

will miss u dear~

siput sedut da nazak

2009-09-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

intenet kat fakulti mcm siput sedut

siput sedut lg laju la wey

da nazak ke ha?

slalunye intenet kat sini mcm harimau bintang

skang smenjak tuka ke dekstop baru

connection pun mcm **********

1 journal pun x leh donlod

ade yg boleh tp 1kb/s..wat the ****

nak suh aku duk bermalam kat lab it ni ke?

sengal la,klu leh access science direct n scopus kat blik aku

x de nye aku bazir mase dtg sni la..

tolong la laju skit wey..

org2 kat unit it ni buta it ke???

x nmpak tenet mcm ape ni?

klu bukak entertainment laju plak..

do sumting la wey

x begitu menjadi

2009-09-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

arini plan x brape nak menjadi la..
k11 ade wat majlis berbuka puasa, so mkn free la..kami pun batalkan rutin kami pergi ke bazar..janji 6.55pm tnggu dorang turun..so aku pun tnggu la lbh awal dr 2..6.30 aku da trun amik kamera kat kulop,knonnye nak amik gamba bnyak2 time buke pose..da lame aku x asah skill mengambil gamba ni..(dlm ati berkate "mesti happening ni")..

tunggu punye tnggu da 7.10 x nmpak pun batang hidung elysa,aina n alia..apetah lg nak tgk taik idung dorang..smbil tnggu aku pun amikla gamba kat bwh ni..sume pandang aku dgn muke pelik..aku tau aku agak kelam kabut skit tp aku x pelik eh whai kamu2 sekelian..aku cume kelam kabut aje,dgn pinggan plastik free kat tgn kiri aku,btol air kosong cap mesra petronas,ngan sudu kat kocek,ngan kmera n beg kmeranye skali dlm 1 tgn..pastu aku keseorangan mengambil gamba yg ntah pape je..aku x pelik..aku tau la..tibe2 rmai2 nek bilik balik..aku rase aku je yg setia menunggu kat situ..rupenye kene solat maghrib berjemaah dlu bru la mkn rmai2..tp aku still x tau lg mse 2..tibe2 aina n alia dtg..aina pun berkate.."kitorang nak beli mknn kat k10 je la,kitorang da tnggu ko kat sne nape ko x dtg?"..aku pun blurrrr

pinggan plastik n botol air yg x cntik 2 aku letakkan kat atas mesin gedegang then trus g k10..smpai sne je azan..bile denga je bunyi azan,nafsu aku mkin membuak2 tp nak buat camne, x oder mknn lg..gamba kat bwh ni antara msakan berlauk kat k10..nmpaknye indah tp telo lalat da bertenggek atas 2..org cafe 2 da cuak,tnye nape aku amik gamba..tkut aku repot kat atasan..tau pun tkut,len kali jge kebersihan!

gamba di bawah ni plak mknan yg aku oder, nasi grg belacan..aku x tau la belacan murah mne yg dorang pkai smpai xde rse belacan lngsung..besenye klu mkn ns grg belacan aku akan sendawa bau belacan, tp ni sendawa bau bawang putih je..

alia cume mkn roti je..maybe die diet+x slera..yg si aina melantak je ape yg ade..mse ni sesi luahan prasaan dorang psal design projek..sian gak kat dorang sbb dpt ahli grup yg mcm pndai dan hebat,suke hati je buat proses yg ssh n gedegak n x brape realistik tp lastly mnyusahkan dorang nak siapkan..

pastu kami kembali ke kolej terchenta..baru nak rembat buah..tgk2 dlm tray licin daa..

p/s: sape la eh budak junior yg nak kene tumbuk maut ngan aku td yg bukak lagu raya sekuat2 tidak dgn sound system yg mmg mcm haram pg2 lg smpai ke tengari yg membuatkan aku nak je baling ape yg ade kat skeliling aku tepat ke lubang idung dorang..da la aku penat buat design dr lepas sahur lg..baru je nak letak kpala kat bantal, ade org buat taik pulak kat bwh..g buat taik kat lubang jamban la..itupun nak kene ckp ke!

mcm terbatal je pose aku arini sbb bnyak sgt mencarut.

Forgive me God~

kesian btol

2009-09-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

look at the baby..

x de tilam, x de proper bantal..sampai ati letak mcm 2 je baby 2..
aku amik gamba ni kat bazar sri serdang..

ni yg arini punye pic..mase 1st ramadhan lg teruk..die juz bentang tikar biasa atas jalan tar..sbelahnye longkang,sbelah lagi tempat org bakar ikan..sbelahnye tempat org lalu lalang..letak mcm 2 je tanpa tilam..kesian gile aku tgk baby 2..n for the pic above,btol2 sbelah org jual ikan bakar..tau la nak meniaga,tp jgn la buat baby 2 mcm barang jualan dorang..at least sediakan la buaian..i think the baby is just 3-4months old..really pathetic for those yg x de rase ksian langsung kat baby 2..bayangkan kecik2 lg terbiar je mcm 2 hidu asap..aku pun tutup hidung klu lalu kat situ sbb asap ikan bakar die agak menyusuk gak..ni die biarkan je..

AT LEAST selimutkan la baby 2,letak tempat yg jauh skit,sdiakan buaian kat tepi 2 klu x mampu nak bg org jage!!!

award dari anum

2009-09-07T17:25:00.000+08:00

1st of all thanx to anum/sisahu for giving me this award..wajib jwb soalan ke anum??hihi

k la, here the quest n i will answer it shortly;

nyatakan 5 fakta menarik mengenai pemberi award ni:
-anum ni brutal n very sensitive to the ol kind of environment around her n dats make she is a good fren

setiap blogger perlu menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum menerima penerima award seterunya:
-juz 3 erh; makan, tido, gado

anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka:

-erm,100 org nak amik award ni pun xpe..volunteer ye..

p/s:jgn segan2 nak bg award lg..hehe

ko milikku

2009-09-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

bgun tdo aku trus g toilet 'melepas'
4 kali berturut2
1 kali = 1/2 jam(average)
berat = maybe 1 kg kot
perut aku yg comel 2 jd kusam n leper
aku tegolek2 menahan kebas dikaki akibat cangkung lme sgt
aku terkesima sbb otot aku kejang akibat drp meneran yg melampau
tenaga aku di flush bersame waste2 itu
aku x bemaya
elysa pun bertanye : nape x msuk toilet OKU??

pegi bazar utk balas dendam
ni setan punye pasal la ni ajar aku dendam2 ni..
aku melantak murtabak + nasi grg cili padi + telo mata sparuh masak + nasi putih + ikan asam pedas + bendeh masak pedas + ulam raja..

dan mlm ni aku trime akibatnye lg
sbb ikut ajaran setan-tamak
sesungguhnya toilet aras 2b milik aku mlm ni..yeay

time to sleep

2009-09-05T06:30:00.000+08:00

6.31 am..time for me to sleep after did a very extremely hardly work on design from 10pm until now..but still, not accomplished yet but i need some sleep rite now! babai!

p/s:jgn sesape berani kejut aku sblum kul 12 ni..amaran keras!

i go

2009-09-05T04:44:00.000+08:00

I GO

So long, fare thee well

The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell

So turn down this bed of stone

Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

The long December rain is falling now

Running down on streets to nowhere

Music is my life - you're my sweetest nightinggale

But I can't hear it here no more

And I go... I go

Hush now, don't shake or break

Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave

No matter what they do or say

Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

Music & Words by Pete Teo

p/s : nice tone n arrangement!

3.11 am

2009-08-23T03:11:00.000+08:00

skang jam kat laptop aku mnunjukkan 3.11am..oh 3.12am plak..aku mengantuk + sakit kpale mengadap laptop for almost 24 hr..dipaksa n tepakse..aku kene siapkan fyp design..presentation fyp kamis ni, isnin ni plak kene tnjukkan progress design aku..what the heck!

smbil2 2 aku jengah blog2 org len..saje nak jd minah kepoh pg2 buta ni..klu aku da stat suke bce blog org 2 aku akan follow je for every new entry..

hrmmm..tibe2 aku rse mcm x bez plak tjuk fyp aku..x commercial lngsung..adoi otak..nape tetibe ko pk camni plak??pening pale aku ni..ape2 pun aku rse x bez tjuk yg aku da bg 2..ermm,rse nak tuka, juz slight changes,bole x?klu tnye dr hamdan a.k.a supervisor aku utk fyp ni mst die angguk je..

tajuk asal
-characterization of fly ash n bottom ash in Jimah Power Plant

idea lain
- Jimah Power Plant coal bottom ash as road base material
-trace elements of fly ash and bottom at Jimah Power Plant for brick making and concrete production
-phase mineral and composition of composite sample of bottom ash at Jimah Power Plant as road base material
-morphological, minerological and engineering characteristics of Jimah Power Plant fly ash and bottom ash

sakit pale aku pk kan tajuk..blom lg buat proposal (tenga wat la ni)..igtkan nak tdo kejap td,tp rumet aku bole plak psang lagu cintan 80-an..aku da wat signal (body language) yg menandakan aku nak keamanan, die tetap x phm..da la aku ssh nak tdo..nsb la die psang slow volume..tp aku tetap rase mcm nyamuk menari n menyanyi lagu2 lullaby kat telinga aku..last2 aku decide bgun utk siapkan proposal ni..skang rumet aku da tdo..jgn la aku tdo plak lpas ni, sbb konfem aku x kan bgun sahur n solat subuh sbb aku bese tdo continuously..sbb aku bukan batch reactor yg bole kejap tdo kejap bgun..

aish..mkin aku giat pulak writing kat blog ni..siapkan keje la oiiiii!!!

aduh..mlasnye nak truskan..otak aku mcm da cramp mcm kaki aku cramp daki bukit pangsoon mse 2..adush..caiyok utk aku..

ahhh..tewassss...aku stil lg perlukan 'fun' sblum aku smbung projek aku yg bernilai billion rm ni..

ok la aku try utk smbung wat keje ni..smoga bulan Ramadhan dpt inject n stimulate bdn aku seperti robot yg x pernah knal erti penat..

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK

2009-08-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

''SELAMAT BERPUASA KEPADA MUSLIMIN MUSLIMAT SELURUH DUNIA''

what is the chemostat

2009-08-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

what is the chemostat???

aku mmg leh kwn ngan bruk..sbb td aku tekejut sebiji mcm beruk..jumpe soalan ''what is the chemostat'' serius shit soalan ni sbenanye sng tp sbb aku terlepas pandang aku x leh jawab.. dlm test fermentation td mmg wat aku jd MCM beruk..mknenye aku MCM je bukan bruk btol pun..ade ke patut kebanyakan soalan yg kuar sumenye yg aku anggap x msuk sillibus..jawabnye siput berak dlm sluar la..sambil tgk kete lalu lalang kat highway plus aku brangan nak kawin cepat- malas nak amik exam da- plus aku nak mkn nasi lauk ikan asam pedas kat ss lunch nt, aku pun hentam je la sedaya upaya aku..

bkn subjek ni je, subjek management n utilisasi sisa pun camtu gak..confident je aku stay up smpai ke pg bce bku smbil tgk cite nustan..ape yg aku confident benda x kan kuar rupenye itula yg tepampang kat ketas soalan test..bukannye aku x bce buku..aku bace+hafal setebal 30 helai beb..wlaupun x sume tp plg bnyak stakat ni yg penah aku bace utk 1 test..

walau ape pun i've no regrets at all sbb amik fermentation ni..like love at the first sight..dlu x cadang pun nak amik subjek ni, tp sbb aku men try je msuk kelas ni aku trus suke..plus aku suke ngan lecturer ni (prof madya dr norhafizah)..die mmg sgt cool n sporting..

aku dpt rsekan itula blasan maut sbb aku suke ponteng kelas..so x dpt hint utk exam..citoet!..mane x nye aku ponteng, kelas stat kul 8 pastu kene stay up wat design..(wlaupun blum stat sgt wat design 2)..
padan muke aku yg suke golek2 kat katil pg2 pastu bgun utk mkn tengari je..padan muke aku!

crite char kuey tiaw

2009-08-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

location : tempat mkn serdang a.k.a padang
time : 6.45-7.00pm

abg amik oder kat kedai kuning : mkn ape?
aku : ns putih, daging goreng. tomyam seafud, telo mata, milo ais (saje mkn bnyak,lepas tensen)
mamat yg duk sbelah aku : ana, ape kite panggil 2, char kuey tiaw eh..
aku : a ah..nape nak kuey tiaw grg bsh?
mamat yg duk sbelah aku : bukan..char kuey tiaw
aku : o,kuey tiaw grg bese
mamat yg duk sbelah aku: bukan la..ala, char kuey tiaw 2..
aku : yela, btol la 2..
(perbualan kami diperhatikan oleh abg amik oder 2)
mamat yg duk sbelah aku : bang, ade ke char kuey tiaw x kat sni?
aku : ''mcm nak pndah meja sbelah''
abg amik oder kat kedai kuning : ''senyum simpul'' -nak kuey tiaw grg kering ke?
mamat yg duk sbelah aku : ''muke blur yg confident''-a btol la
aku : ''siyes aku nak pndah kedai lain''

finishing school

2009-08-17T13:25:00.001+08:00

wat is finishing school??

due to my fasilitator, finishing school is a programme that provide many xtvt to prepare students after graduated from university to apply job n to use softskills while working..n she said that this programme is very famous in oversea uni but in malaysia only held in upm..erm, wonder izit worthy???

it was held 2 days at ol faculty..my experiences??not much lor i gained from this..plus i'm very tired becuz had to use my 2 precious day which are saturday n sunday..time for me to sleep as long as i want..but by attending finishing school, i had to wake up early in the morning..it's very frustating when u're in final yr but yet still to follow any crap programme like this..crap??x crap sgt la..

for the 1st day was very happening, but really bored at the 2nd day..our fasi from eng faculty which is from my own faculty..other group got lecturer from other faculty..so for the 1st thought, it might be boring seeing the fasi from the same field, but it's quite ok when she share her engineering experiences..but then i feel bored too..juz my group member were talkative n talkness, so this 2 days end wt cheers..

batuk n etc

2009-08-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

batuk batuk

sakit tekak

sakit kepala

asik berpeluh je

da makan ubat tp mcm x bekesan lngsung

hampir 2 minggu sakit

minggu ni ade test

minggu depan ade finishing school

salah buat aspen

fyp x start lg

assignment fermentation x siap lg

crite 'setem' x tgk lg...

oh God, plz gif me strength~

kejap demam kejap baik

2009-08-06T17:38:00.000+08:00

mcm chipsmore daa..

kejap dmam kejap baik

starting from last wed

mule2 demam, then khamis da ok pastu jumaat sakit tekak n batuk2..

pastu sbtu ok balik, ahad, came again n now aku selsema n sakit kpala

g pk 4 kali dlm mnggu ni..

org sibuk keco psl H1N1, dr suspek aku denggi plak..

but then after blood test, aku clean,juz ade kuman skit kat darah

then total dpt 9 jenis ubat..telan je la..

smalam dr sahri kate dlm lecture class

''kalau sape rse da nak mati bek x yah dtg kelas sy''

dasyat btol statement die..

tp bkn la ditujukan khas utk aku

even aku duduk meja dpn skali tp aku tahan je batuk aku ni

sbb aku tau dr sahri suke perli2..huhu

with flowers

2009-08-05T13:56:00.000+08:00

which is which??

tenga hold tkut tesungkur kat lake 2..

gesturing

berlari berkejaran..cover malu sbb sume org tgk..

nak yg ni tp xde sape nk bg..sape bg dlu aku consider die la future husband..anyone??

aku pnye yg murah 2..

ye?

bajet cumell

the front of..

a week wt aina n elysa

2009-08-04T01:08:00.000+08:00

i had sooooo much fun last week..
even we not had so much xtvt outside but we really enjoy dis 1 week holiday..
we went to pk 3-4 times in a week even sum of us only had a lil headache..
juz to wasting pk's medicine..
we cook by ourselves ..
steam fish, smbal udang n etc..
we went to psr mlm putrajaya..
i drove kulop's car until putrajaya by myself..
at that time kulop wasn't here becuz he need to go back home, sumting up..
aina said it is risky for me to drive by myself without companion of kulop but i proven to myself n to them dat i can do it n lastly i did it..Alhamdulillah..
we also really enjoyed watching movies together (pornor one)..haha..
then we study together (erk,dis is not really true but having said that, juz a bittttt)

n last but not least, we went to pameran bunga at putrajaya..

dis one is really fun..

the pic will be updated soon..
n thanx God, we're not infected by H1N1 until now..
hope that the virus will stay away from me, my family n my frens foreva..shuh!

proud that 3 of us filling fuel tank for the 1st time(without kulop)

nyummmy~tahu jepun kot..

one of the day..

3 unplanned event

2009-07-31T17:18:00.000+08:00

3 unplanned event-meaning that we decide on the spot to do dis xtvt..

1st was visit to zoo negara..really exhausted, we need to catch up train n bus n walking for a long way to reach there n to go back..then my leg in agony cause they are so excite to tawaf that zoo negara twice..so i juz follow them who really admire animals so much..whoaa,such a big zoo..

gamba ni mse aku tnggu si raico yg kejap nk g kejap x nk g, lst2 x g n we miss the komuter bus..

2nd, pm najib come to our eng faculty..unexpected that he came n unbelievable i can see him juz 1 step in front of me..at that time not so many people around, so easy to catch his photo..

naib cancellor snyum kat aku..for the 2nd time actually, the 1st time was in college..aku x sngka aku dpt pengalamn yg begini indah..haha

x suke ngan bodyguard die!

3rd was photoshoot session wt my classmate..dila n syahid bought new dslr so total are 3 dslr in chemy family..venue-pdang lmbu UPM

H1N1 = pig holiday

2009-07-29T14:26:00.000+08:00

smalam UPM kene quarantine..diishtiharkan ade kes H1N1..so sminggu ni cuti ganti cuti mid sem bln 8 dpn..tp smlm berebut sume balik ke rumah msing2 mcm kolej ni bakal runtuh dlm 19 minit lg..yg aku pelik 2,da la k11 ade kes H1N1 then kate kene quarantine tp knapa suh kami balik umah..da la yg blik blom tentu bebas dr virus 2..ape mksud quarantine sbenanye??klu die sebarkan tempat len kan niaya nmenye 2..haish~wateva, aku, aina, elysa n kulop stay kolej..x balik umah..knonnye bg alasan nk stdy n prepare utk exam nnt tp x tau la bejaya ke x..

smlam kitorang da beli barang2 utk masak..pastu g umah boys yg ade umah kat luar rembat sgala perkakas mcm blender, toaster, ikan pun dorng bg gak (itupun lpas kene pksa n syahid da buat muke)..haha..

pg td g pk(klinik upm) utk cek ade virus ke x..hehe..poyo je..ol the way kitorang pkai mask..wlaupun kitorang x balik umah n amik rsiko duk kolej, tp lngkah bejage2 2 perlu..then doc said nothing wrong..so kami bebas..yahuu..but still yet need 2 be more careful, scared to be infected..

n td gak aku mintak suppliment calcium kat doc..aku beli anlene 4x concentrated sbb dorang tkutkan aku nt tulang n gigi rapuh bile da tue nt sbb aku x pnah n x suke lngsung minum susu..kaki aku slalu kebas, cramp la ape la..dorang kate nt aku lahirkan anak yg xde gigi..mmg la baby xde gigi..mengong!

till then, petang ni mulekan operasi memasak..yeay!

anak2 sedaraku~

2009-07-23T16:15:00.001+08:00

emm,tersentak plak rse bile i went to my sis in law's website(my qiss picasa album).. his son cannot speak and talking like others yet..emm, i understand very much her feeling..be strong ye kak mai..ade hikmahnye 2..

grab from her..hehe

iskandar mirza bin mansur

nur qasih maisarah binti mansur

mohd aqil bin mahmod..(ni gedik skit sebijik mcm aku..hehe)

mohd alif firdaus bin mahmod

nurul nafisa binti mahmod

22nd of July 09

2009-07-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

genap 4 tahun arwah bapak aku meninggal dunia..

Al-Fatihah utk Mohd Noh Bin Mohd Amin

dan x lupe gak arwah abg yg lg lame tnggalkan dunia ni..

Al-Fatihah utk Ahmad Bin Mohd Noh

semoga roh mereka diterima Allah SWT dan tenang di sana..

miss both of u very much~