Disappointment

I am disappointed with the results..
Erm, human must have this disappointment in life..
Because 'it' show us that we don't always get whatever we wanted..
Even Warren Edward Buffet can't buy anything with money..
Yes, you can buy shares with money, but you can't buy fate..

God has plan for us..a great one..in future though..
Just be patience and wait just for a while..
Keep praying when we sad, happy, frown and smile..

What I do when i have to accept this fact is i close my eyes..
It's really comforting and feel like releasing the balloon to the air while taking a deep fresh air..

And the best part is if u close your eyes and close and close again and get your pillow stuck on your face in a comfort bed for hours!
I want to sleep tight now but how?? I kat office ni..haih~


Sleep is one of the best remedy in life..

hurt

hurt.
the truth hurts.
but nothing can change the truth..
the truth comes when the thing is done..
so nothing can undo the hurt-things..
but there is a way to ease your feelings of being hurts..
n this is the way, my way..

meroyan

haih..

da kul 5am..still lg dgn projek prt yg ntah pape ni..info da cr, juz nak summarizekan plak..gile bnyak smpai 80 page..but maybe juz 10 pages je nt aku wat..medicine herbs..dats the topic..ok la kot tjuk die but i prefer GMO(genetically modified organizm)..bez tau tjuk ni but maybe pd aku je la bez sbb aku suke klas fermentation dr N..

tp of course la aku bkn wat prt shj smpai kul 5 pg ni..smbil tgk tari tirana yg aku amik dr mas..aku sbenanye nak tgk plakon neo @ amar yg mas gilekan 2..taff la katekan..rupe2nye 1 skola ngan aku daa mse teknik dlu..dlu kerimping je skang da taff..huhu..but then aku da mule ske tgk crite ni wlupun aku agak ketinggalan..

td aku tekejut ngan sumting..ni sume gara2 fyp..sbb fyp sume nak emo..yes, aku emo..tp aku emo pd rejab..yg len pun emo ngan rejab 2..dr zurina pun emo sme foreigner yg x seda dri 2..so y not me being so emo too?..so xde sape yg ptut nak trase..end up, aku mengalah..drp kene gune shaker, aku gune stirrer..whai bottom ash, trime la seadanye..aku tau aku xde grant bagai utk tampung fyp aku..aku tau projek aku ni stand alone..aku xde duit bribu2 utk beli ape2 equipment pun..aku tau aku kne brebut evry single thing..yg aku harapkan hnyala equipment kat lab yg sdia ada..itupun aku kne brebut..tp aku da jmpe penyelesaiannye..x yah brebut2 da..kite gune je method len..bialah ngan journal 2..aku nak cipta kelainan..so research aku jd spesel la kan..kan sng..

isnin ni ade group quiz..x bace ape lg nih..kang nt aku x dpt sumbangkan ape2 kat group aku..malu la aku..x kan nak duk diam je kan..pastu ade take home test..nsb la thursday ni submit..bole la aku siapkan fyp aku dgn 'cara baru' aku 2 dlu sblm anta test..x lme lg kot kne present fyp ni..jumaat plak ade kuiz prt..kne bce2 plak dah..otak aku hampir jammed ni..kne update RAM nih..

smenjak 2 menjak 3 menjak ni, kosmet aku da mule mroyan ngan make up2 ni..girl stuff..saje nak test make up muke sorang2..kne practise lg ni..practise make perfect kan..dlm bnyak2 make up aku plg ske elysa make up kan mata raico..mcm pengantin wo..from da bottom of my heart nih..bkn sng aku nak puji raico..mata die mmg sesuai gile ngan kaler ape saje n sgt len dr yg len..well raico, dinner night nt ko lg glamour dr aku..jelez nih!

da pukul 5.35am..aku solat Isha' dlu..babai..

tired n lazy

feel tired n lazy wt all these damn things;


FINAL YEAR PROJECT
>>lab work
>>application XRD x lepas lg
>>leaching test x clear lg
>>repeat compaction, yg dlu fail
>>SEM, lg 2 sample x anta analyze
>>kene berebut shaker incubater (slalunye aku yg x dpt)
>>reporrrrrrtt lg la anta next wk kot


PROJEK JURUTERA MASYARAKAT
>>x set up questionnaire utk interview lg
>>aku kne set meeting ngan dr syaf n org industry plak
>>kne siapkan CD/ brochure..camne nak wat?
>>da lme x meeting ngan group


ASSIGNMENT MATERIAL N CHARACTERIZATION
>>bkn sng assignment dr suraya
>>submit esok


REPORT PERTANIAN DAN MANUSIA
>>x pernah meeting lngsung ngan group member
>>aku x plih subtopic lg
>>ape lg nak googgling
>>sediakan draft utk report


i'm like dreaming in the middle of day..i let the time passed..i make myself in comfort zone..i do what i'm pleased to do..but truely, i'm freak..my mind full with noise..my heart beats so fast thinking all the deadline..my stomach filled with flies whenever the time of deadline getting closer..i'm really stress enough..oh God~

back off

back off la ana oiiii

taylor swift and taylor lautner suits for each other

so cute..

haih..how dare taylor swift snatch my boyfren jacob..

but there're really cute together..

so, i am sacrificed for both of them k..

taylor swift, jage jacob aku bebaik naa~