choices

or options..
God give the choices..
we choose one..

life is full of choices..
just like maze..
you go the wrong way, u got stuck..
u go the right way, u get the luck..
but no worries of making the wrong choice..
u can return back even it's time, energy or maybe money consuming..

from what i have gone thru, get the best offer doesn't make it is the best choice..
we need to think very far way, open up the box of your mind..
u will find the bad about the best..
and u also will know the good about the bad..

human live with everything..
we deal with anything..
we don't survive alone..
even the survivor in the lost island drinks the water from the sea..
so when we making a choice, ensure that u do not lonely survive..
u will died out of boredom and regret for the rest of your life..
that's sucks..


i got 2 jobs offer, best salary in kl, but i chose jb..whatever it is, money not only the matters..
friend of mine, eh fiance of mine, have 2 choices to be made, just same like me..the best offer in kl, but jb suits him better..

bisnez

keturunan menah n mohd noh ni mmg la otak bisnez..maju x maju lain crite..7 adik beradik aku (termasuk yg da meninggal) sumenye gila mencari duit thru bisnez..nak kate ikut mak ngan bapak aku x de plak bisnez2 ni..bapak aku keje buruh, lepas accident bwk teksi..mak aku surirumah, masakkan bekal pegi sekolah..

dari yg 1st sampai la last (aku) sumenye ade bisnez masing2..dorang sgt konsisten..aku je jual itu la jual ini la..n jgn x percaya aku pernah jual sampul raya yg aku dpt free dr akak aku yg keje kat cimb..jgn kate laku, smpai bergadoh2 berebut nak beli sbb x ckup..dan banyak lg kisah perniagaan aku especially mase kat flex..

yg pelik tentang diri aku, bisnez tengah maju, income tenga masyhukk, aku stop dgn tiba2..sbb aku malas, walaupun aku da lantik beberapa ejen untuk uruskan..sampai lah ni dorang oder VCO and tupperware, aku wat bodoh je..sgt2 x bersyukur! padahal bkn skit aku dpt..

skang ni bisnez dulu x abis n x manage btol2, aku migrate ke bisnez lain..bisnez ape, biarlah rahsia dulu..aku nak dptkan customer2 luar dulu..n hopefully maintain semangat aku ni bila ade oder berlambak2..tp kalau x de oder, jgn risau, aku akan bertambah semangat buat 'kempen'..itu la aku..

sgt x suke dgn perangai aku ni..haish~

gamba mak n bapak aku..mmg ternyata lain dari kami..selain dr minat meniaga, minat mengumpul babad gak lain..kitorang sume bnyak babad, mak bapak aku slim je..wlupun abg2 n akak2 aku tuduh aku dlm fb yg aku plg bnyak babad, tp aku tetap rase akak aku yg juara.

miss mother n father so much.. :(

audit

audit ni quite a big one..
to determine this company got the tender or not..
haih, bile da responsibility 50% on my shoulder..
the rest 50% divide by the rest of another employer..
it's like i can be operation manager after all..
tau, x layak, eh belum layak..

but this is tiring..
not tired because of to do a lot of things..
tired because i went for googling and facebooking all the time while worrying abt the audit..
no help from others, have to survive in the deep sea alone..
drowning and trying to get out to see the light of the sun..alone..

working at every different company have their own pros n cons,
the only thing that will determine our interest is fun or not fun..
when we do the job, does we sincere to the the job given..
does we commit the job just being told to, or we want to..
even we hate to stay there and do the job becoz we were told to,
at some point of time, u will realize how good for the future..
the experience of trying to adapt this kind of new environment..
i do face that at this moment..
how challenging when i have to suffer before because i have no interest..

but after went for the audit, they give me the token of appreciation..
the audit went very well, just some minor findings..
they always convincing me, this is the real training for me..
although new, i have to take the responsibility alone deal with this test..
with the hope and trust from the top management..
now, customer trust me too..Alhamdulillah..
many more challenge to come..

i may not get this opportunity to learn even in the most exciting-fun-big-company that i wish to work for..
this is what they always tell..
u go to the small company ar, u kene sapu sume keje meh..
yeay it is true though..i face it..even for the clerk job..
but if we think otherwise we can see more the advantages..
the smaller the company, we will be exposed more..we will know more..and more and more..
not only internal matters, we will see the external one..
outside from the atmosphere..
i learn how managers to managers talking..
i see the bisnez and engineering correlations..
i feel the stressed situation of the successful person having..
n i am taught to be a good auditor/auditee as well..
it is all because i involve on their meetings..
this is better than official training..



to my senior ops manager, da la x bg angpau raya cina lepas..da abis audit ni, blanje la mkn mhal2..keep compliment me not so very good meh..i akan jd riak n malas lg ok..look wat do i do now..blogging meh..

rentetan

rentetan dr post sebelum ini..
Alhamdulillah..celcom yg salah..i owe no debt ok..

We are tested in many different ways..
This proven to be happened..
Allah can give whatever He wants and can take back at any point of time..
Lesson learned..

shock

i was shocked..mcm kene renjatan elektrik..kene renjatan elektrik pun x shock camni..
nsb baik low blood pressure..klu x, kene heart attack aku..

dlm sekelip mata,
Tuhan boleh bg sume n Tuhan bole tarik sume nikmat..
this is true my dear fren..

to think of why why & why, we need to calm first..
as i always do, close my eyes with a calm mind..
don't ask anyone around you the question of why..
ask that to yourself..why this happen to you..
not this way --> ha, knape aku!!!??
but this way --> knape aku?
are you really deserve the chance?
is that your right at the first place?
whatever it is, God test the human that He loves..
He loves me..Always love..

to be in trouble actually not so bad thing..
it keeps u learn n learn n learn..
the person not in trouble don't feel the 'sweetness' of it..
it is the greatest feeling after u pass the trial from God..
u will be more grateful. InshaAllah.



p/s: cuba tenangkan diri bile dpt tau phone bill aku rm421.11 dalam mase 1 malam..

marah dgn puaka

asik rase nak marah je pagi2 ni..
bile iman da kurang dalam diri..
mula rase nak lempang sorang demi sorang..

bestnyer kalau dpt jd penyabar..
takde la rse serba tak kena..
bole senyum je bila pandang musuh..
bole helakan nafas sikit demi skit bile denga benda menyakitkan hati..
bknnye hembuskan karbon dioksida sebanyak yg mungkin pastu kate 'bangang!!!'
tp alasan je klu x dpt jd penyabar..
2 sume diri sendiri yg pilih..



2 la sape suh x byr ptptn dlu..tp aku da bayar skit demi skit nok..
pinjam rm5000, byr blik hampir rm2000, baki terakhir mse Jan'12 = RM5403..
puaka, sila balas email/pertanyaan/rayuan aku. mcm mane la ko boleh jd pegawai kat situ. mmg puaka.

Disappointment

I am disappointed with the results..
Erm, human must have this disappointment in life..
Because 'it' show us that we don't always get whatever we wanted..
Even Warren Edward Buffet can't buy anything with money..
Yes, you can buy shares with money, but you can't buy fate..

God has plan for us..a great one..in future though..
Just be patience and wait just for a while..
Keep praying when we sad, happy, frown and smile..

What I do when i have to accept this fact is i close my eyes..
It's really comforting and feel like releasing the balloon to the air while taking a deep fresh air..

And the best part is if u close your eyes and close and close again and get your pillow stuck on your face in a comfort bed for hours!
I want to sleep tight now but how?? I kat office ni..haih~


Sleep is one of the best remedy in life..

hurt

hurt.
the truth hurts.
but nothing can change the truth..
the truth comes when the thing is done..
so nothing can undo the hurt-things..
but there is a way to ease your feelings of being hurts..
n this is the way, my way..

long time no see again

yeah, long time no see again..maklumla angin pus pus..
ok for a starter for new year 2012.. i changed work..not in flextronics anymore, wellmate i am..huh, big decision huh..go ana go..pdn muka ko, ko yg plih!

aku bangga sbenanye dpt bkerja kat flextronics..my boss is awesome ok..she loves me..biarla org nak kate aku prasan..but being a not-yet-matured-girl-in-industry makes me want to jump here and there..i'm very sorry boss to left you..no matter how many times u offered me back, no matter how regretful i am leaving u, i'm sorry again..maybe not this time to be back, maybe some other time perhaps, but i am very sure not now..(it is because i'm hurt? jeng jeng jeng)

2012 is all about my career transformation..i'm stil seeking another job..tamak is it..but thinking back, this employer pay me to do my job, but now i'm facebooking, googling and internet shopping..x berkat wey..tp nak wat camne, i have no interest at all with this company..so better i start to make a move..interview da..jawapan je blum dpt..


p/s: actually too many things to write..i want to change my style of writing..maybe not wat abt i did, but abt how i learn things in life..