Friday, August 26, 2011

this nite

12.17am, 26/8/2011..

at this point of nite..i'm alone..i'm thinking of mak..why she left me? i need her.

i'm such a pathetic girl.



Sunday, July 3, 2011

photoshop



photoshop really makes me tired..it's been 2 years since i using adobe photoshop cs3, totally zero already, started to googling for the tutorial, re-flashing back my memory..maybe i'm not talented to edit the pix or i juz lazy..my friend's wedding album, not complete yet..print the original pix might be a very good idea then..sigh~







p/s: city hunter, starts from 4th July 2011, must watch drama series..my fav channel 393 (one HD)



yes, he is Lee Min Ho, admire him so much.





Friday, July 1, 2011

yesterday and today

smalam (khamis malam jumaat) mimpi mak wat kali ke-2.. mmg x clear mimpi 2 n aku x leh igt bnyak..yg aku tau aku mengucap 2 Kalimah Syahadah dgn mak..camne ntah..

today dpt ofer letter naik gaji..Alhamdulillah, aku x expect plak dpt tnggi camtu..even pd org lain x brape tnggi tp mmg aku syukur sgt2..

n today aku slh wat decision, aku stopkan shipment sbb ade quality issue, pdahal aku leh solvekan cara lain dlu..da panik org production n aku kene pnggil dgn boss msuk bilik die..

minggu dpn InshaAllah aku trun KL..2 org kawan aku kawen, nsb 1 mase yg sme, sorang kat shah alam sorang kat seri kembangan..jimat duit cost..ruhana liyana n fazlan nasril n pasangan mereka, congratz!

road tax aku nak mati, da kene renew, da stahun rupenye kete aku yg hilang 1 rim 2..

aku x tgk transformer lg..

2 je la kot nak ckp..

Sunday, June 26, 2011

jobfair

just went to jobfair at persada johor today..different from midvalley jobfair..lots of semiconductor industries, but here i'm happy cuz i get to drop my resume to the oil n gas companies, quite a lot (for the small place like persada i can say a lot even not more than 10 oil n gas companies)..n for electonics industries, it's all near from my home, juz 2-3 km..erm, great if i got one..

my boss worried if i'm seeking another job..ask people around me if i want to move to kl to find another job..i dont want to be ungrateful but after mak passed away, i don't feel want to work at my current workplace..i need new environment, i guess so..

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

mak

mak,

14 Jun 2011(selasa), mak pergi tinggalkan aku, tinggal bukan utk sehari dua seperti yg dilakukan tiap2 minggu, tp tnggalkan aku utk slame2nya..tanpa pesan, tanpa petanda, aku terima call drp akak aku mengatakan mak da takde..mase 2 nafas aku mcm da terhenti..aku yg demam teruk melepek baring dirumah ketika 2 rase mcm da x bernyawa bile denga berita 2..

tanpa pk ape2 lg, aku amek kunci dr atas meja dan trus msuk dlm kete pecut pergi ke hospital..raungan aku dlm kereta da mcm org gile, ape yg aku igt aku meraung pd Tuhan, jgn ambil ibuku, jgn ambil ibuku, jgn ambil ibuku..sampai di hospital mak da kaku, mak da takde..mak pergi tinggalkan aku sorang2..aku pegang kaki mak, kejutkan mak tp mak tetap x bangun..aku meraung lg..sukar utk aku terima..

da lame mak masuk hospital, seminggu skali kami adik bradik akan hantar mak ke hospital, gilir2 aku n juwa tido dihospital temankan mak..sekali aku tertido dirumah, mesti aku serbasalah gile..da jd rutin hampir tiap2 hari pergi hospital, belikan makanan mak, angkat mak, tukar pampers mak, mandikan mak, pergi kerja, balik kerja, pergi hospital balik..kdg2 mak boleh buat sume sendiri, pergi blik air sendiri, jalan sekitar rumah, x lame mak sakit balik, pastu mak sihat balik..mak redha hadapi ujian..

awal tahun ni kami pindah rumah, raya yg terakhir bersame mak dirumah lame, raya haji dihospital..semenjak pindah rumah, aku sgt2 penat, aku da x bermalam dihospital, akak aku pun same..pernah skali aku try tp mmg x larat sbb hospital lg jauh dr rumah skang, pegi keje pun lambat..tinggal la mak sorang2 kat hospital dgn bantuan nurse dan patient yg lain..anak ape aku ni..wlupun jiwa mak kuat tp badan mak sgt lemah, tidak boleh slh makan, mkn benda yg sejuk mesti semput n sakit dada tenga malam..makan benda berkacang skit mak skit perut..macam2 yg mak x bole makan..bile mak mintak belikan makanan yg mmg die x bole makan aku akan marah mak, klau mak paksa, aku tinggi suara dgn mak..kdg2 smpai mak menangis sbb aku kurangajar..aku mmg bukan anak yg baik..mak patut hidup lame beri aku pluang untuk balas jasa dan mintak ampun dgnnya..xpela kalau aku x diampunkan mak dan Tuhan, yg penting mak bersih dr segala dosa, jgn ko seksa mak Ya Allah..itu da ckup buat aku..

teringat dihospital aku dikejutkan mak tenga malam 2-3 kali..kadang2 hati tu meradang, tp niat aku ikhlas nak jage mak dgn baik, setan mane yg bertandang ntah membuatkan aku merungut, ksian mak..igt lg bile aku demam dan tido di hospital malam 2, mak kejutkan aku tp aku x nak bgun..da subuh bru aku bgun buatkan air utk mak dan tuka pampers mak..



aku igt lg mase aku skolah dlu..mase 2 mak tenga masak, mak da sediakan barang2 untuk masak asam pedas ayam..sume da blender tinggal nak tumis je..dtg aku kat dapur ckp dgn mak nak makan ayam masak lemak cili api..pastu mak tak nak buat sbb mak nak mkn asam pedas lgpun brg2 da siap..brg untuk masak lemak cili api pulak takde..pastu aku paksa2 sampai aku menangis..tp mak buat x tau je..bile aku nangis aku masuk dlm bilik n kunci pintu..bangus tido ptg 2 aku lapo n aku bukak periuk ada masak lemak cili api..takde pun asam pedas..mase 2 takde pun aku appreciate ape yg mak buat, makan je sampai kenyang sambil senyum..

sebelum arwah mak meninggal di wad biasa katil no 23, mak dimasukkan ke CCU sbb kurang darah..mak ade ngadu yg die sakit perut, oleh sbb mak slalu sakit aku igt takde ape2..mak tak tenat pun..mak sihat mase ade kat CCU..sume org terbaring, mak je yg bangun berbual2, membebel kat aku, makan same2 dgn aku..da jd habit mak, bile stiap kali aku makan sbelah mak kat hospital, mesti die ratah makanan aku..kdg2 mak yg abiskan..tp bile nak belikan mak mesti x nak..sbb 2 aku suke n slalu beli bungkus makanan dan makan same2 dgn mak..makanan yg terakhir pd hari yg terakhir mak ratah makanan aku nasi putih ayam paprik..kali ni mak x ratah, aku suapkan sbb bdn mak berat penuh dgn air, belum buat dialisis lg..tp mak nampak sihat..mase 2 pun aku x temankan mak tido di hospital, malam 2 aku balik knonnye esok nak keje..pagi isnin aku demam teruk, dr suspect denggi n dr nak masukkan aku dalam hospital tp dr suruh balik umah dlu makan ubat n tgk keadaan aku lepas kene injection..1 hari isnin 2 aku tido, aku x pegi pun hospital..hari selasa aku berpeluh, panas aku mkin reda, petang 2 aku trime kal mak da takde..hati aku sebak..knape mak tinggalkan aku sorang2 mcm ni..

aku da takde sesiapa..aku sedih, aku x kuat utk hadapi semua ni..aku da lame kehilangan arwah bak, kini mak pula..mase aku menulis ni aku teresak2..da takde suara mak bercerita berulang kali kisah hidup die yg lame, da takde bebelan mak pd aku yg malas ni, da takde nasihat yg mak sebut berulang kali supaya jage diri, da takde lg utk aku bercerita hal aku yg gembira, sedih dan malu..stiap kali balik keje kadang2 mak kat hospital, kdg2 mak kat rumah..wlupun kdg2 rumah ksong, aku x pernah rase sunyi sbb aku tau mak aku ade walau kat mane pun..aku x pnah rase sesunyi ni..lepas mak pegi aku akan nangis setiap kali pegi keje dan balik keje..td aku masuk rumah dan pandang bilik mak, aku bergetar, air mata aku mengalir deras..belum sempat aku duduk dan salin baju, aku menangis sebut name mak..Ya Allah, pilunya hati aku..

Yasin dan Fatihah je la yg mampu aku sedekahkan pd mak..stiap hari aku berharap ini mimpi tp aku tau aku x takkan tersedar dr mimpi ni..aku kene terima hakikat ni..tp hati aku pedih..malam ke-4 arwah mak pergi, aku bermimpi..aku duduk disebelah mak dekat katil yg sama arwah meninggal dunia..aku mintak ampun dr mak, dan salam tangan mak..mak kate "aku ampunkan dosa ko dan halalkan makan minum ko"..lepas 2 aku bace yasin dan mak pandang aku dgn mata kuyu..sampai ayat Yasin yg terakhir mak tutup mata..itulah hadiah yg plg terbesar dlm hidup aku..x kire la mimpi 2 mainan tidur atau ape pun..ksian mak takde sape yg temankan mase mak hembuskan nafas kali terakhir..sume igt mak tido, tp rupenye mak pergi selama2nya..

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku bukan anak yg baik tp aku berusaha nak jd anak yg soleh..kalau bekalan mati itu adalah ilmu yg ditimba, sedekah jariah dan doa anak yg soleh, aku cuba Ya Allah utk jd anak yg soleh supaya doa aku dibekalkan bersama mak..ko masukkan la ibuku dalam syurga Ya Allah, ko lapangkan dan terangilah kubur ibuku Ya Allah, ko berila segala syafaat kepada ibuku Ya Allah, ko terimala roh ibuku dikalangan golongan org yg ko redhai Ya Allah..aku x mintak ape2 utk diri ku, ckupla ko kabulkan doa aku ini Ya Allah..sebaknya hati aku bila aku terpaksa tukar doa aku setiap kali selepas solat..aku selalu doakan mak aku panjang umur dan sihat sehingga ke akhir hayatnya..bile aku doa untuk rohnya, pedih rase hati..cukuplah dugaan yg mak hadapi semasa didunia, mak pasti tenang disana..

Al-Fatihah untuk Hajjah Menah binti Nambong...









Saturday, June 26, 2010

which one ek?

get from:


http://www.tranungkite.net/v10/modules.php?name=Forums&file=viewtopic&t=1499&start=15

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PERODUA MYVI VS PROTON NEW SAGA BLM REVIEW & COMPARISON
By kdi

This topic might be very helpfull for those who really needs a comparison between Proton Saga BLM and Perodua New Myvi (Saga Vs Myvi). And here i would like to give details of comparison between saga and myvi because i have the experience using both cars travelling thousands of km. Basically both cars have their pros and cons. Not to say one model can win easily compare to the close competitor. It is all depends on your needs.

PERODUA MYVI VS PROTON NEW SAGA BLM REVIEW & COMPARISON

I have the experience driving new saga BLM (saga baru) full spec auto m-line, Myvi full spec auto 1.3 litre and myvi manual 1.0 litre. So here i will give my review about saga and myvi.
Exterior Comparison New Saga VS Myvi

Exterior wise, New saga looks better than myvi at each view because it shows a proper sedan looks. I remember when the new saga launched, everyone gave a good feedback about the exterior design and like amazed that Proton can produce this type of affordable good looking car. While Perodua Myvi like a normal compact car, looks shorter but the front looks bigger like an MPV. The rear part is too big design and not so nice. But the new myvi SE puts some sporty style to the rear part and it looks ok. New saga BLM looks like a little bit small because of it is higher compare to other sedan.

Interior Comparison Myvi Vs New Saga BLM

The interior of saga and myvi has not much different. But i personally prefer interior design of Perodua Myvi because you will feel that it is spacious plus the new meter panel with optitron is nice. Center air cond duct design for saga BLM is kind of weird. The interior is too simple. More to savvy looks. But the meter panel is quite nice. The steering of saga BLM feel better to hold and very firm & looks good compare to myvi. The quality of Proton Saga BLM’s interior is better compare to myvi when you try to scratch them and knock them, you will feel the differences. The gear knob, what i realize is that Proton and Perodua have a different style of holding the gear knob. I would prefer the gear knob of Perodua instead of Proton.

Spaciousness Comparison Between New Saga BLM & Myvi

Generally, the interior space (keluasan) of new saga BLM and Myvi quite the same. You will feel spacious and roomy when you enter this two vehicles. But here is some statistic from my own measurement by using measuring tape:

Interior width (a space that can be occupied by human inside from shoulder to shoulder):

Myvi : 134cm

Saga: 134cm

Wira: 137cm

Interior Length ( a space that can be occupied by human from driver’s leg to rear passenger’s headrest):

Myvi: 188cm

Saga: 202cm

Wira: 180cm


Interior widest width that can be measured:

Myvi: 137cm

Saga: 137cm

Wira: 139cm



Interior Head room for passenger:

Myvi: 125cm

Saga: 123cm

Wira: 107cm



Exterior Width (from manufacturer) :

Myvi: 166.5cm

Saga: 168.0cm

Wira: 169.0cm

Boot Space / luggage capacity:

Myvi: 225litre

Saga: 413litre

Wira aeroback: 399litre

Note: i put Proton Wira dimension to easily compare with the Perodua Myvi and Proton New Saga.


Engine Performance & Handling Comparison Between Proton Saga BLM and Perodua Myvi

Here is the specification of both cars:

Total Engine Capacity (cc) : Myvi(1298) vs Saga(1332)

Horsepower(hp) both at 6000RPM : Myvi(85.Cool vs Saga(94)

Torque (Nm) : Myvi (116@3200rpm) vs Saga(120@4000rpm)

horsepower/weight ratio (hp/kg): Myvi(0.089) vs Saga(0.088)

My review:

I have tried maximum speed for both auto full spec 1.3 litre car myvi and saga BLM, both have quite same max speed which is 160km/h reaching 170km/h. The different is when reaching 140km/h, the Myvi will start to shake & like swaying because of too light while the saga BLM reaching 160km/h in a very steady run without steering shaking and feel so stable like you can go further and faster.

About the pick up performance, the myvi is slightly better because of the kerb weight is less than Saga BLM. you can feel the DVVT engine in myvi doing its job while pushing the fuel paddle but not much different with Saga BLM with it’s own campro 1.3 dohc iafm engine. The saga BLM 1st auto gear feels quite slow but it will show it’s true performance while entering 2000 rpm and the next gear.

You will feel light while driving a Myvi because it is a city car with DVVT technology while you will feel more stable and have a sharp & nice handling in a saga because it is made more for cruising as a family car and tuned by lotus handling technology. But the new saga also has a characteristic of a city car with the iafm technology that control the air intake and remove the torque dip in the campro engine while driving slowly.

Fuel Consumption ( penggunaan minyak ) Petrol Comparison Between Myvi and Saga BLM:

Between Myvi auto 1.3 and Saga auto 1.3, the fuel consumption have not much different. With RM30, both can travel around 225km which is 13.33cents/km or 13.5km/litre in a constant drive on highway. The worst fuel consumption for both car which i have tried is 20cents/km or 9km/litre with extreme driving habits.
Other Features & Advantage : Comparison of saga BLM and Myvi:

New Saga BLM full spec now only have the M-Line version and not yet H-Line or New Saga BLM Special Edition. To compare the same line with myvi auto 1.3 ezi is a better comparison. Both have slightly same features.

Myvi has advance features of retractable rear seat, nice optitron meter, all 4 set of power window (saga only 2), LED turn light indicator, LED rear Lamp, 2 airbags (saga only 1), ABS & EBD, USB & Bluetooth on “Perodua” brand audio player, auto lock door when brake, warning sound if lights on when leaving car, less engine noise & overdrive button.

While saga BLM has nice power steering which is stable and have suitable load for driver, a lot of differences in audio system in Saga compare to Myvi which saga’s clarion player with 4 speakers really provide maximum bass and audio performance, smoother auto gear transmission transition which provide relax and nice ride, quiter cabin space with good noise insulation & NVH where you can feel steady while cruising on high speed, Quality of interior finishing is better, better shock absorbtion and suspension system, more comfortable seat for driver and passenger, auto lock in 5 seconds if not open door after using remote key, beep alert sound when using keyless entry remote control, stronger chasis tuned by lotus & colder air conditioning system.

Overall, this two models which is the Proton New Saga BLM and Perodua New Myvi is a very close competitor or rival in 1.3litre car categories. But Perodua Myvi 1.3 ezi full spec auto will cost RM49700 while Proton Saga BLM 1.3 full spec auto will only cost RM41500.

Myvi have an affordable version of 1.0 litre manual 3 cylinder engine which costs RM39000 while Proton New Saga now have a more powerfull engine of Saga BLM 1.6 litre campro iafm version which cost only RM39000.

This is my sincere review about both car model and i hope this will help buyers in making decision on which one do you prefer to buy. At the end, it depends on what you want. 1 car cannot satisfy all your needs. You need to choose which one will be value for your money.

If you have any opinion or question, kindly fill up comments below and please discuss with us wisely not emotionally!

sumber dari kdi.info.




p/s: aku dpt info ade myvi baru kaler pink limited edition da kluar..org yg x mnat pink pun berminat nak beli..tp saga lg murah, so jimat la sgala kos aku..emm, camne ni??



Monday, June 14, 2010

hello, is this ****?

hello, is this *****?i call from....................

i got a ring, got an interview tomorrow..really excited got 1st call since i graduated from upm..tp kan, sbenanye kan...

aku x tau die dr company ape!!!aku da tnye die 2 kali tp still x denga dr company mane!!! ape punye pekak la aku ni!!! yg aku denga interview 2 esok kul 4 pm kat senai..nak tnye balik malu.. =(

she said she will give me the offer letter by email..hopefully situ ade alamat n nme company 2..adoi!!! cuak nih!!!




Thursday, June 10, 2010

final cgpa


was taken while sit 4 material characterization exam..sambil berfikir, kite bergamba dlu!


Alhamdulillah, result final exam aku memberansangkan..even still din' get dean list but it's ok 4 me compared to previous sem..hmm, klu igt blk zaman blaja dlu2 tergelak aku dibuatnya..klu x dpt jwb soalan aku nangis, dpt result truk aku bad mood..but then i neva give up, yet sumtimes i just gave in..tp ape yg aku tau, aku x ckup usaha utk dpt result yg cemerlang..aku bnyak main2 sbb aku rse main2 itu perlu utk release kan tensen aku..drp aku jd org gle bce + hafal bku setebal kulit gajah 2, baik aku main2..but now i'm a bit regret sbb terlalu main2..kwn2 aku sumenye hebat2, aku je yg kurang perform..but Alhamdulillah again aku x pnah gagal ape2 subjek..Thanks God..


p/s: now waiting 4 my final cgpa results, then bole msukkan dlm resume..yihuu, aku nak keje!


Tuesday, June 8, 2010

lagenda budak setan


trailer from lagenda budak setan's muvi..quite gud n touching muvi but i din' cry ok..i dunno y cik siti kulop the one who cried..


the same tree n hill but at different angle, taken by kulop..



me with cows at upm..taken just after bought dslr..the 1st shot for my beloved alpha~