aku sedih lg...

i'm so sad..
i am very upset..
waaa...i want to cry but i hold..
i try very hard to hold but i can't..
u know y?

meh aku cite..

aku lom dpt lg intern (latihan industri,praktikal etc)
everytime i heard sumone got intern..
i am very happy for them but at the same time i feel so upset..
then,mula la aku buat muke seposen yg sgt ksian for the entire day..
kwn2 aku pun fed up dgn muke aku 2..
tp mmg i can't resist anymore..
i will automatically alter that day into the sadest day..

n juz now, i heard again that nik got ANOTHER chance to do intern in nuclear company..
congrats to nik..
n 2nite,aku nak mkn bnyak sbb aku sdh,tp aku xde mknan nak dimakan..
i dun like snacks..sku lbh ske mkn nasi sbb aku org desa..
but now i dun hv feeling 2 buy fud..
so wat can i do..
emm,maybe mlm ni aku wat bodo n wat muke seposen aku yg kesian 2..
smbil 2 aku nak muhasabah diri n think deeply y my fate hv 2 be like this..
aaaaa!@#$%^&....

below is the list whose got intern at this moment

emy- chemical company malaysia(quite a big company n the 1st person who got intern among us)
arfa- sime darby(familiar izit?)
alia - klg kat ulu tiram(cannot remember the name lah)
mas - kualiti alam (dis is her dream..wonderful)
syahid - sime darby (pnah keje kat sne)
ro - sime darby (his dad works there)
syahmi - sime darby (mintak tlg bapak ro)
mazwan - .....................(die plg bnyak dpt offer,4 offer kot,tnggal nak plh je)
nik - .......................(dpt 3 offer dan 2 of them klg nuclear)


n me,dila,raico,wawa,aina,elysa n kak zu still waiting...

oh klg2 kat malaysia..ksian la kat kami yg msh menunggu dan trus menunggu ni..

Ya Allah,murahkan la rezkiku...