while i'm alone..

i thought the previous entry is the last one for 2008..but i have another one la..bce ni klu simpati..

while i'm alone(work at kedai handphone) where there is the place yg majoritinye indian n chinese residents..there are some mamat india cum over 2 my place..3 org..knonnye nak beli accesories like charger,housing etc..rpenye nak mrompak..kuangasam pnye keling..merompak2 used to be happened here especelly kedai that not many people around there..i can say that my kedai hpone is quiet 'open'..so many people around here n n this kedai infront of jalanraya..so si mamat india ni x brani sgt nak mrompak kot mcm kdai len kene..(smpai kene acu parang lg)..but i dunno if they're same person who robbed that kedai..so yg dorang sempat buat is silently steal(not rob) hset(nokia 6280).dat day i hv 2 take care the kedai alone becoz my brother had fever..the incident happened at nite..xde hset len yg cnggih kat situ..itu la plg mhl sbb my brother not focusing in selling hset..he rather selling topup n other accesories..ekcelli the owner of the hset is one of the customer that send his hset 2 my kedai 4 repair purposes..n da price dat he bought the hset around rm450..n now in market the price of the hset is decrease 2 rm350..but he already pay the repair price rm150..ade la storynye camne dorang buat taktik mencuri 2..cet cet cet cet cet..kene ganti RM500..x tau la klu my bro yg nak ganti sume or half ke or me to pay rm500 net..arghhh..gaji lom dpt da kene kuar duit..camne nak amik lesen ni???

sumting be4 entering the new year...

salam...

well,as usual as be4,i take a long time to update my blog..so many happened dis yr..happy, sad, troubles, obstacles.. i always thought dat i'm da only one dat face so many problems..i also always thought dat i'm da happy one in dis world..rarely i think dat i'm such an ordinary person same as others..but deep in my heart i want 2 be loved by peoples around me..if u read my sentences, i know dat u will say i just crap..every words dat i wrote above u will say as nothing..becoz i myself dun understand if i read back the words abv..hehe..maybe i'm gone insane..i try 2 find why n now i know..it is becoz my exam result..but what i'm trying 2 say juz now??I DUNNO!..i only write wateva come in my mind,so cut the crap n juz ignore the abv sentences..WATEVA!
chee see..


check out these memories that i've been thru througout dis yr..

the latest one-pegi kem patriotisme putra kat glory beach resort,pd

sebelum cuti semesta-pegi ulu yam besama cozmet..gamba 1 cozmet lupe nak bawak

saje nak practise amik gamba..igtkan leh mng competition sony klu anta gamba ni..tp xde rezeki


da lame gak ni-raya besama cozmet..kitorang yg msak mkanan jmuan 2..hehe



ni semesta lepas..my x rumet graduate..

trademark 2008:amik gamba lompat..

next year maybe tuka trademark-amik gamba terjun bangunan ke..any idea?

rayer

sumone cum raye at my home..sape 2?huhu

the pic abv showing 2 u my kasut raye..hehe..izit cute??emm, i dun think so becuz dis isn't my choice..my sis choose it..she told me 2 be more matures so choose high heels..she said dun wearing sandals anymore..i think i'm more matured than she..ekcelli dat kasut raye is not really match wt my baju raye but i've 2 wear it becuz dat is da only new shoes i have now..huhu

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

hepy eid mubarak for muslimin n muslimat..dis is da celebration of the Islam's winning..but i feel sad when Ramadhan 'left' us..i will miz dis Ramadhan soooo mucchhhh..i hope da becoming Ramadhan wud be great as dis year or greater than dis..so many things happened in dis Ramadhan dat i'll neva forget..dis Ramadhan make me realise or aware wat da TRUE meaning of fasting..i hope i can change my life 2 be a better person..InshaAllah.

Bulan Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum sume....

as usual, i take a long time 2 update my blog..hihi..2 much work 2 be done..n lately i juz finish up my test 2..so many things happen in dis Ramadhan..da 1st one is dat i bought a new camera..at last my dream 2 buy DSLR camera was achieved..but i share wt my bf..huhu..tak larat nak beli sesorang..hehe..we bought sony alpha(A200)..initially we planned 2 buy canon but i myself dunno why we change 2 sony..newayz, below are da pics taken using dat camera..huhu

7-9-2008

buy the camera at sungei wang( from left: yem a.k.a advisor,kulop,me,raicho,dila)

8-9-2008

kat ladang lembu upm..yang g mse 2 me kulop dila n syahid..a day after bought da camera..hihi

11-9-2008

buka puasa kat tasik blakang upm

18-9-2008

i took dis pic(dila n syah)

19-9-2008

buat kad raya utk sume lecturer chemical eng..(editor:dila)

Happy Fasting!

2 ol readers n 2 ol muslims;

selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa..

n selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan al-Mubarak..

semoga kite mendapat ketenangan dan hidayah dr yg Maha Esa..

dgn berkat bulan mulia ini diharapkan semua umat Islam lbh berjihad ke jln kebenaran..

bulan ni i berazam utk slat terawih 30hari(itupun klu xde aral melintang)..

tp mcm x bedaya,but i'll try the bez..

pic kat atas 2 sbenanye bkn time solat trawih,tp mse g denga ceramah sempena MaalHijrah..

bkn niat nak show off yg i ni rajin g ceramah..

tp skadar sje je nak letak gamba yg menunjukkan keimanan dan ketaqwaan..

tp muke 2 takde la nmpak beriman sgt..huhu

last but not least,may dis Ramadhan will be more meaningful in my life as a daughter,friend n student..

welcome back myself!

MIZ U LA BLOG..

huhu it's along time since i posted my previous blog..

so bz la..(bz tdo,bz main2,bz shopping..etc)

so many xtvt was held in college and also held by cozmet(CHESS)..

ol da story u can go 2 page 'dila ngek'(see the list of my blogger beside)..

die rajen skt update blog..

or u can see ol da pic(so many) of ol event in UPM (included MAHA) in my frenster..

ntah angin ape dats make me sooooo lazy 2 upldate my blog for most 3 months..

newayz,4 college's xtvt, most of da half of them i'm participated..

mne x nye,my fren (dila) was da big boss of dis independance day a.k.a director..

so it is a must 4 me n my cozmet 2 join da xtvt..klu x die majuk..

huhu but i only join xplorace and photogphy cmpetition..

tell u wat, i won all da cmpetition(1st place) as i stated abv..

2 dila,jgn jelez bnyak2 eh..

i know u really envy me when i won photography cmpttion..huhu

lately, i dpt ilham amik gamba from Bazuki ..

da famous journalist photogrpher(if i'm not mistaken) in Malaysia(of course)..

he work under PBB for reuters magazine (world magazine)..

his salary..wow!!cannot states here..

he is da one of my idol besides saiful nang..

below are some pics taken 4 u 2 see..
(but low quality la pic bwh ni..maklumla,kmera bese je,pinjam plak 2 ..)

auntie kat psr mlm,waiting 4 sumone..take dis pic after dpt ilham dr Bazuki..

one of da pic that i sent 2 photography cmpettion(subject:dila ngek)

one of da pic i sent 2 photography cmpetion

3 from left is Bazuki,2 from left is me

emm..not really gud yet 2 become photographer..huhu

one of da pic i sent 2 photogpher cmpetion..n i won 1st place 4 dis pic..(emm,xde pe nak dibangga sgt,bdk2 je yg judge)

waaa!!!

batuk aku tak hlg lg...waaaa!!!
almost 3 weeks da..
terseksa jiwa dan raga aku..
2 ol readers,doakan aku cpt bek..

"wanted"..."gudby step"

wanted...

today i watched "wanted" at city square jb..da storyline is great..wow,i luv angelina jolie..her lips~..huhu..i'm not 'dat' type of person erh..da beginning of da story is seem bored becoz da hero(james mcavoy as wesley) know nothing 'bout fighting,assasin etc..so it juz tell his routine in his daily life..but u better see urself how dis hero changed..but sad ending..waaa~..can't tell wat happen becoz u better watch da movie..it's worth!

gangstarz...

juz now i watched gansgtarz n see how sad was them when step is 'taken out'..gudby step~..emm,ekcelli i dun want 2 tell 'bout da competitors,but i like 2 tell 'bout my favourite henchem boy......'faizal tahir'........huhu..i luv him so much..his face,his voice,his attitude(not so gud but ok for me),his talent as singer n host were merely perfect..i myself dunno y i become so lunatic when i see his face..wah..telebih sdh..cannot tell so much,i'll be choked if sumone knocked out..huhu

ehem..henchem boy~

piza na~~~

dis morning i make piza as my breakfast..not piza hut,not domino's piza but it's similar like them..i called it piza na~..huhu..i took the receipes from the web..it's easy to make it like spelling ABC123..below are da pics taken by me using camera from my hset..i need 2 save my money 2 buy a new camera(EOS type)..so dat i can take more n more beautiful n artistic pic n upload them wt proud..hehe..

in da middle of..

after putting cheese

baked!

nyam~ da color of the baked piza is quite pale..but da taste is yummy..hehe..(puji dr sndri)

sakittttttttt

sakit!!!!!!!!!!#%^&*()^%%()

sakit tekak...

sakit anak tekak...

sakit perut...

sakit ulu hati...

sakit jantung..(eh takde la smpai camtu skali..huhu)

emm,dlm 2 mnggu ni da 3 kali dmam..i ni sbenanye jarang skali demam..dlm setahun tu maybe once i got fever..but dis time is really2 bad..da bek dmam batuk plak yg dtg..very harsh cough but not chesty coughi..dis time,i coughed all day,all nite..ble da batuk 2,trase urat kat otak jd tegang..n da worse thing, eb-time i cough then i began 2 vomit..even minum air suam pun akan kluar balik,apetah lg klu mkn nasi..lps muntah perut pedih sbb da kosong dlm tummy 2..n now i had a tummy upset..of course la skt sbb stiap kali batuk mcm sume benda nak kuar dr mlut..tekak i asik rse gatal je..klu nak ikutkan,i've 2 cough every single minute..my cough persisted in spite of all the treatment..dunno hot 2 'throw' away dis cough..doc juz gif cough mixture n antibiotic tablet..my prob is,i'm not adept taking fluid medicine..dari kecik lg i larikan diri dr ubat batuk..smlam da try minum pun muntah balik ubat batuk 2..smalam lbh 5 kali muntah,in da middle of nite pun muntah..hari ni jgnla muntah lg,tak dpt buat keje len klu asik batuk n muntah je..God,plz heal me...

photoshop

hi blog..
miz u erh(ekcelli not really)..eventhough i'm in front my laptop eb-day n surf thousand kind of web but i'm not in mud 4 blogging..emm,i dunno y..i ni mmg ber'angin' sikit..n now 2day my mud come back..sbenanye bkn pe,saje nak tnjukkan hasil keje yg i wat gune photoshop..hehe..maklumlah, new learner..br install..mule2 da fed up gune photoshop ni..tak tau ape pun..sume gamba tak jd edit..maklumla,blaja sendiri..so take time a bit..n now i want 2 show off sum pic edited by me using photoshop..tak brape lawa sgt tp bole la..

ana~ juz copy n paste

waiting 4 train-plastic warp technique

da varieties...

upsss..a new scandal ke??dunno la

izit me??bkn eh..tu org len ngan jantan mne ntah..hehe

dats ol ~

outing

today,1st june..

aku g kuar jln2 g soping..yahoooo..
(like neva go out ler..huhu)
wathcing movie n buy shoes..




movie..."apa kata hati"

emm,da story line is quite boring la..
but really funny..

raja farah : so-so
farid kamil : romantic..eh,ye ke??
awie: jd pondan,takleh bla..
dynaz: too sexy..ouch~
kak ogy: over kot,but bole la..
awal ahaari : tak sheshuai watak die..

u know,tak smpai 5% wyg tu dpenuhi tuk tgk cite 2..
em,maybe becoz dat story br kuar..




beli kasut,

cap : viss
pattern : high heels (1inch)
size : 40 (9)
colour : black,blue
price : secret
promo : 50% (ngee..i like dat)



takleh pnjang2 sgt tls..
ekceli i tenga skt..
mak told me 2 go sleep earlier..

kak long n adik

kak long n adik

eating icecream..pjuk die lps nangis..

da tallest one is adik..kak long pendek..

mak usu,mak ushu,mak uchu,mak cu.....it's me.

4 nephews n 5 nieces..lot erh..

dey called me as above..

but the closer one are nurul(kak long) n alif(adik)..

mak yg jge dorang dr lahir lg..

n now i've 2 become babysitter 2 both of dem replacing mum..

dorang ni ade lg sorang adik..da newborn..

but send 2 my neiber 2 luk after him..

kak long n adik sgt degil..ade org kate sedegil mak usu die..ngee

cbe u'all imagine if u talk 2 sumone but dey ignore u..

like talking to da wall..

mcm tula klu ckp ngan dorang..

owayz shouting here n der..klu mrh dorang mkn menjerit..

mne la mak i tak kne hypertension..

but,dey're da lovely cucu in our family compared 2 others..

eb-body love them..klu stakat brg mainan,baju,n so on..jgn ckp la..

tiap2 mnggu dorang dpt from thier aunties n uncle..

sumtimes i'm a bit jelez of dem cuz dey stole da limelight..upss

dlu i yg dmanjakan even asik kne mrh je ngan bro n sis..

n now dorang plak..

kak long ni ske menyanyi

if u all listen 2 her voice..so lovely..

her voice is very uniq..halus je..

klu die nyanyi ngan mimik muke skali die wat..klh plajar af6..

klu time high pitching 2,smpai kuar urat mke die..

adik plak suke begendang..

die slalu amik tin biskut n gendeng smbil geleng kpala..mcm keling..

tp ble adik gendang, ade rythym yg tesindiri..

both of dem has a very small body..

eb-body dun believe if i said their true age..

dey always be infront if q-up at scull..

abv are sum pics taken dis morning..

not so gud quality cuz gne camera hset je..

nak beli camera mcm saiful nang but tak mampu..waaa#$%^&

lagu rama rama nyanyian adik n kak long:

ten-siyon..

i hate my sis(juwa) so muccchhh...



tensiyon..tension..tensen..eeee..arrgggghhh...ngeeeee...!!!#%^&*(

aku da bape mnggu tak kuar shopping..

1 week..2 weeks......3 weeks i guess..

ni sume akak aku pnye psl..

die keje kat cs(shopping complex kat jb) as..dunno la..

den of kosz la ebday dpt g shopping,walk around in the city..

pastu weekend ni pun die nak mrayap lg..

yesterday(saturday) die kuar ngan bf die..

bwk ns n lauk dr umah..

mkn sme2 la tu..gelinyek..

knonnye die yg msak..

da truth, i'm da one who provide ol da recipes..useless..

da tua bangka tak pndai msk..shame on u sis..

n now 2day(sunday) die kuar lg,ade memba kawin la knonye..

n now i hv 2 tk care my mum as usual..

n now i'm suffocate becoz cannot see da world out there..cit..

mak mcm bese la ckp..sabo la na,jge la mak ni..dpt phala tau..

yeah,i know..

n if my sis don't reach home b4 maghrib..

psr mlm pun i tak dpt g..

to juwa;

ko balik lmbt siap ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

poem

sahabat, cinta dan sayang

sahabat...

dari perkataan sahabat,

beribu maksud boleh dirungkai

pelbagai kata mereka ertikan

banyak bicara jika disoalkan

cinta...

dari rasa cinta,

kita leka dibuai oleh perasaan

sehingga keliru tentang sebuah perhubungan

kadangkala terluka mengetahui kebenaran

sayang...

dari perkataan itu,

terungkai la perasaan seseorang

berertilah sebuah perhubungan

tiada lagi luka yang mendalam

betul ke???

bila kita da suka seseorang,

tak semestinya kita syg dia..

bila kita da syg seseorang,

tak semestinya itu cinta kita..

bila kita cinta seseorang,

tak semestinya itu jodoh kita..

bila itu jodoh kita,

tak semestinya kita bahagia...

semakin aku ubati hati terluka

semakin parah aku rasa

semakin aku cuba lupakan si dia

semakin hampir dgnnya

ada pernah org kata itu namanya cinta

aku tak nak percaya

aku takkan percaya..

sebab itu aku cuba yakinkan diri

utk tidak berharap benda yang tak pasti

aku cuba memahami situasi

supaya aku tdk dikuasai pelbagai emosi

aku cuba mengawal diri

utk menguatkan lg ketabahan hati

kerna aku tahu jodoh aku ditentukan qada' dan qadar dr Illahi...

hepy belated mother's day...

hepy mother's day i wish 2 my mum..(belated..ngee)..my sis buy us 3 set of my fav dish-piza hut..she spent rm143.50 to buy piza..celebrating mother's day..mak da la takleh mkn piza..tak ke bengong tu..but dun worry i can finish it..haha..

actually i'm dem bored..kat upm i used 2 hang out wt y frens o wt 'oppa' when i getting bored,stress,hepy,nothin' 2 do..easy to say i hang out n go shopping whenever i like..ol da time..ngadakan??..buat abis duit jpa je..ngee..n now i hv 2 stay at home taking care of mum..i'm not whine but dis boredom is really need 2 overcome..da one way is i read novel when free..n now i am reading 'daddy's girls' by Tasmina Perry..da story is quite boring..but i hv 2 finish it becoz i'm in da middle of the story's climax..bored..bored..bored..

2 my frenz especially dila; thanx 4 owayz supporting me when i'm in depressed..n 2 my 'oppa' thank u very much 4 ur loyalty listening when i confided my troubles evry nite be4 go to bed..actually i'm not kind of person dat like 2 share my sadness wt my frenz..i owayz kept it alone..even i'm feeling lonesome but i think dis is my way..so sorry when i'm not replying ur msg..dis sound like i'm nasty but i dun want to troublesome my fren..i'm not adept 2 show my feeling wt them..i juz bare my story on dis blog..n now i want 2 keep myself 'alone n alone'..

tears

dear blog,

2day i feel a bit free..fre from worrying..mak da bole becakap bnyak..she can nagging as usual..but mak ttp mengeluh kesakitan..

as i told previously,my mum sick..diabetes,high blood press,fever,vomitting...ol kind of sickness she got..n recently mata die skt,juz da left eye..takleh bukak..rse mcm ditarik dipusing di terbalikkan biji mata tu..pastu trus masuk hospital after 2nd day i reached home,saturday..eb-body is working so i yg temankan mak 24hr kat hspital..at that time mak tak lrt nak becakap,dun hv appetite 2 eating even sesuap nasi..so doc msukkan 'air'-NaOH 0.9 M..4 bottles in 2 days..after 2 days doc said mak can go back becoz her diabetes is undercontrol..but da prob is mata die tak baik2 gak..so depends on specialist eye doc to treat mum..luckily mak tak kene thn wad mata..

mse kat klinik mata,me n mum hv so many obstacles to face to..mse tu aku benci sgt kat org india..doc mata yg treat mak tu org keling..muke tak senyum pun..tu takpe la,tp buat mak aku mcm org sht je nak gerak sane gerak sni..we hv 2 wait omost 1-2hr..tu pun takleh jmpe doc lg..kene masuk blik sne sni wat test mata la knonnye..da la blik smpit pastu pintu kecik..pastu kene msuk dlm 4-5 blik..mak da mcm nak tejatuh..mak pkai wheelcahir..so it's quite difficult to pull her in n out to the small room..mse tu mak very bad mood..asal i tolak wheelcahir tu laju skt mak da mrh..pusing2 skt mak mrh..wlaupun i tak langgar org mak mrh n kata i tak hati2..watever,patience is the most important thin' in dis moment..mse tu i sorang,bro n sis not coming yet..doc keling tu skt pun tak bantu..bad mood spanjang mse..mcm taknak treat mak je..nak je i call my bro anta g hospital pakar..b4 dis mak da slalu msuk hspital pakar..dis time mak tak nak msuk lg sbb mak ksian kat my bro n sis abis duit beribu-ribu..but they dun mind as long mum get full n nice treatment..tp mse tu mak kata sabo je..mngkin die pnt..i said ok even my heart didn't..pastu da cek sne sni we hv 2 wait another 1-2 hr to see doc keling puaka tu..mse i tunggu ade org keling puaka lg satu buat hal ngan i..ade ke ptt die nak lalu jln tu tp smpit sbb ade wheelchair mak..mse tu mak tenga ddk kat wheelchair tu n tenga thn kesakitan..pastu die angkat n hempas wheelcahir tu mcm tu je..my mum shocked la..kongja pnye keling..pe lg i trus bgn nak sepak kpala die..mse tu i pndang die ngan pnuh mrh..pastu mak pndang i n bg isyarat "don't"..tau plak keling puaka tu kecut..pastu die cpt bla..i hate them so muchhhhh!!! go here n there,at last jmpe doc keling tu n die ckp kene wat laser mata..we hv 2 wait again n again utk tunggu turn wat laser..skali laser 30min but at dat time so many patient there..pastu mak ckp die taknak tnggu lg..tak thn..i ckp ngn doc mak da tak thn nak tgu so we hv 2 do it next time..

lps da wat laser mata, we go back..balik je umah i take shower spuas-puasnye becoz i tak mnd dr pg smpai ke mlm at dat day..dat nite mak asik mengerang kesakitan..mak asik nangis je..mak mmg sensitif..terlalu sensitif..i'm not strong enaf tu see mum's tear..my tears come out..my bro n sis tears come out..we ol tearing..mak ckp die slalu mmpi bkn2..she saw my late father in her dreams..bile mak cite kat kitorang die akan nangis..easy 2 say,al da time mak menangis..the oldest sis pun asik dpt mmp bruk..lately mak asik ckp ngan i jgn g jauh2..jgn tnggalkan mak sorang2..slalu doakan mak..i owayz did mum..owayz..tak kire mak sht o skt..i owayz ask 2 God, pnjangkan umo mak n shtkan mak sehingga ke akhir hayat mak..

da day of 2morrow mak nak berubat kg plak..mum's eye getting worsen..mak kata skt sgt..ape yg slalu kitorang ckp..sabar mak,dugaan ni skjap je..doc kate sbb kncing mns mak infect ke mata,dats y mata mak skt..urat mata bengkak n mata mak da juling skt..we bring her to pontian 4 alternatif..n yesterday is da 2nd time mak g berubat kg..n today mak da ade slera mkn..kncing mns die undercontrol..juz her eyes..i really feel relief to see mum can eat n feeling better..but she said mata die makin takleh bukak skang ni,tp mata kiri je la..b4 dis,mata kiri mak mmg tetutup sbb skt tp bole bukak dgn sndirinye,tp td mak ngadu her eyes getting worsen,tak bole bukak..as usual mak nangis lg..b4 go to bed,i owayz think wat happen to me if mum left me..b4 i tetido i'll close my face wt pillow n nangis sepuas2nye..dats the rite time 2 me 2 relieve my 'pain'..

plz guys,i beg u ol to pray 4 my mum's health..may Allah blessing u..

i'm home

at last,i'm home..arrived yesterday..ah~lega abis exam..like nothing can i worried anymore..but after i reach home,my anak buah all around..arghh..bsing je but meriah..i plays wt the newborn..so cute..i like kids sooo much..my mum plak sakit skang ni..asik tebaring je..she said she always dizzy,stomachace n mcm2 lg..bese la tu..sakit tue..i hv 2 work hard to tidy up my house..lps siap sume i picit mak..sian mak..bape kali msuk hospital..tp i rse kan,i balik je, she seem very well..haha..get well soon mom!!! God,plz gif my mum health n goodness until her last breath..

it's not goodbye

i dedicate dis song to my fren who far away from me..who're omost forgetting me..da person dat owayz broke his promise 2 me..

laura pausini - it's not goodbye

And what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on
Without you there's no place to belong
Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me
But 'til it does
I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
Somewhere out there you thinking of me

CHORUS:

Until the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye
'Til I see you again
I'll be right here rememberin' when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry
On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missin' somebody so long

It's just a matter of time
I'm sure But time takes time and
I can't hold on
So won't you try as hard as you can
To put my broken heart together again

CHORUS

oh unit operations!

i baru je lps abis jwb unit op td..so difficult..so many quest i can't answer..wat da heck!@#.. y izit 2 hard to answer???the formula sheet juz infront of me..how 2 use,where 2 use..i dunno..dats y i cannot answer..arghhh..it seems that my pointer drop again..o not again!!!..dun drop!!!i cannot face it anymore! "Ya Allah,berikan la kecemerlangan dlm exam kali ni n sterusnye"..i juz can pray n keep pray to God..1 paper left:economy..actually economy is nothing to do wt my course..so,i dun really interested to it..but in my life now: study study n study whether i like it o not..life must goes on no matter how hard it is..that word i owayz kept in my heart n use it when needed..n now i try 2 use it..

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dear blog..

dis is da first time i'm writing in blogger but not my 1st time writing blog..so many website i've wrote,but i like to treasure the new one..nothing much to say but 'salam perkenalan' i wish to all readers..i hope u all enjoy read n keep reading my blog..it may not intereting but i'll try hard to make it sweet as u r..plz do comment if u hv 1,2,3,..hehe..for the 1st one i'll paste my foto..juz want to gedik2 je at this page..jgn mare..here..only me..