audit

audit ni quite a big one..
to determine this company got the tender or not..
haih, bile da responsibility 50% on my shoulder..
the rest 50% divide by the rest of another employer..
it's like i can be operation manager after all..
tau, x layak, eh belum layak..

but this is tiring..
not tired because of to do a lot of things..
tired because i went for googling and facebooking all the time while worrying abt the audit..
no help from others, have to survive in the deep sea alone..
drowning and trying to get out to see the light of the sun..alone..

working at every different company have their own pros n cons,
the only thing that will determine our interest is fun or not fun..
when we do the job, does we sincere to the the job given..
does we commit the job just being told to, or we want to..
even we hate to stay there and do the job becoz we were told to,
at some point of time, u will realize how good for the future..
the experience of trying to adapt this kind of new environment..
i do face that at this moment..
how challenging when i have to suffer before because i have no interest..

but after went for the audit, they give me the token of appreciation..
the audit went very well, just some minor findings..
they always convincing me, this is the real training for me..
although new, i have to take the responsibility alone deal with this test..
with the hope and trust from the top management..
now, customer trust me too..Alhamdulillah..
many more challenge to come..

i may not get this opportunity to learn even in the most exciting-fun-big-company that i wish to work for..
this is what they always tell..
u go to the small company ar, u kene sapu sume keje meh..
yeay it is true though..i face it..even for the clerk job..
but if we think otherwise we can see more the advantages..
the smaller the company, we will be exposed more..we will know more..and more and more..
not only internal matters, we will see the external one..
outside from the atmosphere..
i learn how managers to managers talking..
i see the bisnez and engineering correlations..
i feel the stressed situation of the successful person having..
n i am taught to be a good auditor/auditee as well..
it is all because i involve on their meetings..
this is better than official training..



to my senior ops manager, da la x bg angpau raya cina lepas..da abis audit ni, blanje la mkn mhal2..keep compliment me not so very good meh..i akan jd riak n malas lg ok..look wat do i do now..blogging meh..